tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post4091397247620088846..comments2023-09-23T05:26:27.859-04:00Comments on Call Me Vic: America the Beautiful-Another 9/11 MemorialVicktor Alexanderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comBlogger11125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-68623158347579943852011-09-12T18:03:19.590-04:002011-09-12T18:03:19.590-04:00I understand perfectly. It is so hard to keep it a...I understand perfectly. It is so hard to keep it all together when you have so much going on.Lucy/Kathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930082851976366964noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-46645662482013362752011-09-12T13:02:59.081-04:002011-09-12T13:02:59.081-04:00Thank you Lucy/Kat. For the compliments and for e...Thank you Lucy/Kat. For the compliments and for encouraging me. I have really been stressing out over my writing lately. Especially because a friend of mine told me to expand on the "Tate Pack Series": "Unthinkable" "Inconceivable" "Unassumed" "Impossible" etc. and to get them published through Lulu or whatever. So I've been doing that and I'm biting my lips like crazy, completely freaking over it.<br /><br />I try to stay real because I've had to lie about myself for so long. I'm embracing the real and living the truth, you know?<br /><br />I do care and I'm happy that you appreciate it and don't find it annoying or too intrusive.<br /><br />Now, I just need to figure out what to do about these t-shirt ideas that I am having and I'll be good.Vicktor Alexanderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-30052136804677771552011-09-12T12:22:50.607-04:002011-09-12T12:22:50.607-04:00Worrying about us that do read it means you care h...Worrying about us that do read it means you care hunny. I want to encourage you to keep writing keep being yourself and above all else I want to show that I support you and what your doing.<br /><br /><br />I love seeing your point of view and I also enjoy reading the stories that I have seen you put up. I like the latest one because of the fact I LOVE wolf shifters always have always will. I also like M/M type stories I think they are great!<br /><br />Now that I started really reading back a little bit I see a lot of different things in your blog and I find you are an amazing talented person. Very caring and that is both as Vee and as Vic as well. You have a lot of soul and a lot of heart to give to people you love and care for. That just means that we want to be around you to see you do well for yourself. It's all you and I accept it and embrace that your always going to be yourself and your REAL with people and don't half ass things. Why should you half ass things? You shouldn't and you don't.<br /><br />~Hugs and kisses coming your way~Lucy/Kathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930082851976366964noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-2225106377100618512011-09-12T03:57:54.834-04:002011-09-12T03:57:54.834-04:00Thank you Katharina. It is unfortunately somethin...Thank you Katharina. It is unfortunately something that you become prepared for when you enlist in the service, especially when you do it during a time of war. I knew that I would lose a few, I think it just makes it harder because I wasn't there and I should have been.<br /><br />As far as Justin and Christopher? Well, yeah, their deaths hurt, bad, but I'm doing a lot better today than I was when it first happened.<br /><br />But thank you for your condolences.Vicktor Alexanderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-43474692205073625922011-09-12T03:37:03.989-04:002011-09-12T03:37:03.989-04:00I've just been reading your latest blog entrie...I've just been reading your latest blog entries.... I'm sorry you lost so many friends. I'm thinking of you *hug*Katharinahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07203966912158499505noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-16505341792576817612011-09-12T00:47:13.760-04:002011-09-12T00:47:13.760-04:00Yeah their lives are really busy and that's wh...Yeah their lives are really busy and that's why I worry about pestering them or annoying them. It's why I try not to bother them about reading my blog or reading my stories or my books or whatever. And I do care about them, just like they really were my little brothers, just like I care about you, Kate, Sidney, and Luci and why I don't mind just popping up and giving words of encouragement, support, making them laugh, or giving them {HUGZ}. I know they appreciate that, they've all told me and I know I can't ask for more than that and I don't expect more than that. It's totally fine and to be honest, it gives me some freedom because I can wax poetic about how great they are and they'll never see or I can pour out the wounds of my soul and they'll never be affected or corrupted which makes me feel so much better. Although, I worry about the rest of you reading it.<br /><br />And thank you so much for your compliments. You are the sweetheart and a very, very special person. I don't really get compliments. I never really have and because of my injury I don't really have contact with anyone so coming online and talking with you or anyone else is a real treasure for me. So thank you again.Vicktor Alexanderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-27692654565759935012011-09-12T00:25:09.332-04:002011-09-12T00:25:09.332-04:00Aww hunny ~Squeezes you tight~ You are a sweet hea...Aww hunny ~Squeezes you tight~ You are a sweet heart (Not to mention a toughy class act kinda person) but you know something you love them and I think they love you as well. (Not sure about that one because I don't talk a lot to them as of yet and they have busy every day lives that are all like EEKS)Lucy/Kathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930082851976366964noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-61393536603876783982011-09-11T21:00:07.489-04:002011-09-11T21:00:07.489-04:00Yeah. I never ask them to read my blog or point o...Yeah. I never ask them to read my blog or point out the ones where I talk about them. I get nervous about it, about their reactions. And I know that they'd be upset if they read this, about the people I've lost and stuff and blame it on Vic, but I don't like knowing that I'd be the source of any type of crying on their part. That's why I felt bad about you crying, even if it wasn't a bad cry.Vicktor Alexanderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-23816066172086794262011-09-11T20:41:32.154-04:002011-09-11T20:41:32.154-04:00Chuckles softly~ They might just freak out hun...a...Chuckles softly~ They might just freak out hun...and it was a good cry VeeVeeLucy/Kathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930082851976366964noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-5097794449174257872011-09-11T17:40:56.601-04:002011-09-11T17:40:56.601-04:00Aww honey, I didn't mean to make you cry, I ju...Aww honey, I didn't mean to make you cry, I just wanted to remind everyone of how much we should treasure each other and the true meaning behind 9/11. What it all truly meant. I was getting a little fed up to see some of the soldiers yelling out "Fuck yeah! America!! Strongest mother fucking country ever!" and then see them ignore their children when they were asking for affection. I was like "you're missing the point!" If we had another attack today and your child was killed, how would you feel that you didn't hug them one more time, that you didn't say I love you one more time?<br /><br />We do need to really live. It was why I came out to my family, even though I knew that they would probably kick me out and disown me. We have to live our truth and find love and hold onto love no matter what its packaging and then once we find that love we have to cherish it.<br /><br />Thank you for your condolences, especially about Justin, while all of the deaths that I've experienced were tragic, his was just senseless and could have been avoided. And to think of how he avoided the 9/11 tragedy which was horrible just to die to something else? *shakes head* Thank you though. I really do appreciate it.<br /><br />I told Matt and Brad and Thorny that I loved them today. LOL. I don't think that they've read or that they read my blog all that frequently so I think it might just freak them out a bit. *grin* That makes me laugh though.Vicktor Alexanderhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01335249239525296297noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7890913381472307616.post-31104053794146859912011-09-11T17:05:23.902-04:002011-09-11T17:05:23.902-04:00This made me cry VeeVee ~Hugs you tightly~ You my ...This made me cry VeeVee ~Hugs you tightly~ You my dear and all your friends and loved ones and everyone that has had this touch home and have had to feel it full force are strong...I love you hunny to death and I am glad we are friends. I am glad that you posted this and I am glad that there are some that still remember what this taught us truly taught us.<br /><br />Life is to short just to be living it you have to really live to say you lived life. To say you did something to say you have done something that has meaning.<br /><br />I am sorry you lost so many friends and sorry about Justin and what happened to him it is so sad that something so small but so big killed him.Lucy/Kathttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930082851976366964noreply@blogger.com