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Monday, October 24, 2011

The Cowboy's Fireman Excerpt of Chapter Two-NSFW

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Chapter Two


                Kent blinked his eyes open uncertain of what he would see, the last thing that he remembered was Reggie’s face after said man had pulled him from the burning barn and rescued him.  Sighing at the sight of his bedroom walls he realized that he obviously had not been that badly injured if they’d brought him back to his bedroom.  He jerked quickly when the sound of someone snoring reached his ears, turning his head he saw Reggie, a shirtless Reggie, laying in his bed right next to him, innocently asleep.
                “What the hell?” he breathed out.  He watched as the muscles in Reggie’s body tensed and his breathing change, signaling to Kent that the man in question was about to wake up.  He wasn’t too sure how he felt about that.  For as long as he could remember he’d wanted to wake up next to Reggie, he’d been half in love with him since he was ten, but Reggie hadn’t returned the feelings for “The Butterball”.  Kent had hated being called that, especially in front of Reggie.  He didn’t want Reggie to think of him as the chubby kid who followed him around like a lovesick puppy.  They had been best friends and Kent had never begrudged Reggie his need for other friends or popularity, on some level he’d understood that it had something to do with his own family, the only person he’d ever really had had been his grandmother, but he didn’t like the fact that when the older boys picked on Kent for being shorter and fatter than they were that Reggie never stuck up for him.  Not once.  He’d dedicated an entire summer to getting in shape and losing the baby fat and he’d grown taller than everyone else.  He had been happy when he’d come back that year and everyone had looked at him differently.  Everyone but Reggie.  He still hadn’t seen Kent as anything more than his neighbor, his friend, his pal.  It had pissed Kent off.  To the point where, combined with Reggie’s silence in the face of Kent’s harassments, Kent had turned his back on his oldest friend in the world.
                He’d never stopped wanting him.  He’d never stopped loving him.  And now Reggie was in his bed, where Kent had always wanted him to be…Kent just had no idea how he’d gotten there and why.
                “Baby, what are you thinking about so hard over there?  You’re all tense and not in a good way,” Reggie mumbled in his sleep.  Kent looked at Reggie sharply.  Baby?  Reggie had called him baby….why did Reggie call him baby?
                “Reggie?” he called out hesitantly, sure that the other man would realize that he was in the bed with Kent and go running for the hills…after he punched Kent in the face of course.
                “What Kent?” Reggie mumbled into the pillow.  Kent’s heart sped up in his chest.
                “You do know it’s me you’re in bed with right?” Kent questioned.  He saw Reggie’s shoulders tense before the man in question turned over to look at him, one eyebrow raised, his lips pulled down into a frown.
                “Of course I know it’s you.  Just like it was you that had my cock in his mouth.  It was you who had his dick in my ass, it was you who gave me this hickey on my neck and it was you who said that you loved me, right before we went to sleep,” Reggie stated cautiously, looking at Kent as if he expected the man to go crazy and try to stab him or something.
                Kent swallowed thickly.  Those were all the things that he wanted to do with Reggie.  Could it be that maybe they had gotten over their bitter rivalry and had forgiven each other and finally gotten together?  If that was true then why couldn’t he remember it?  Looking down he noticed that his body was extremely clean…as was his room…his room was never clean, his grandma, Georgia, was always talking about he would never be able to find and keep Mr. Right because he’d be lost in the piles of dirty laundry, receipts, ranch paperwork, boots and porno dvds.  Kent looked into Reggie’s eyes and saw everything that he’d ever wanted to see reflected back.  Reggie was looking at him like he loved him.  If he was dreaming he didn’t want anyone to wake him up.
                He leaned forward and kissed Reggie deeply.  He heard Reggie’s moan deep in chest and smiled into the kiss.  Reggie tasted just as wildly sweet as he’d always know that he would.  Kent deepened the kiss and lifted his hands and with one hand grasped the back of Reggie’s head, his shoulder length blonde hair felt like silk against the pads of Kent’s fingers, and with his other hand he pulled back the sheets that covered them.  He heard Reggie moan again and stuck his tongue to touch the other man’s tongue tentatively.  It wasn’t long before his tongue was wrestling for dominance with Reggie’s as one hand tangled in the smaller man’s hair and the fingers of the other brushed down the fireman’s bare chest, being oddly aroused by the feeling of the light blonde soft curls that graced the canvas of Reggie’s perfect body.  Stroking his fingers over the other man’s chest, even as his lips trailed over the jawline of his new lover and former best friend, Kent felt himself grow painfully aroused and wanted one thing and one thing only, to stick his erect cock deep inside of Reggie’s firm ass.
                Twin groans filled the air when Kent allowed his hand to move down Reggie’s torso, over his sculpted abs, thin hipbones and to his leaking erection, the head of the younger man’s cock turning purple as his body shook with an unfulfilled yearning.  Kent wrapped his hand around Reggie’s cock and squeezed.  Reggie’s hips thrust upwards, pushing his cock through Kent’s fist and tossed his head back with a groan.  Kent looked down at Reggie’s face, his eyes closed in passionate bliss, his mouth slightly open, he was beautiful when he was aroused, just like Kent had always known he would be.
                Leaning forward Kent laid Reggie back down upon the bed and kissed his way down the slimmer man’s torso.  Snuffling the small smattering of hair on Reggie’s chest, Kent stuck out his tongue and traced a line from the center of Reggie’s chest to his right nipple that had hardened and now stood up as if begging for Kent’s attention.  Lowering his head Kent flicked the hardened nub with his tongue.  Reggie froze for a moment as if anticipating Kent’s next move and Kent made sure that he didn’t disappoint.  He opened his mouth and pulled Reggie’s nipple deep within it, bathing it with the wet heat of his tongue.  Reggie trembled and then moaned when Kent’s hand moved from stroking his cock to palming his balls.
                Kent was in heaven, he had Reggie trembling underneath him and he was finally going to be able to do what he’d been dreaming about for over a decade.  With a final lick to Reggie’s nipple he licked his way down Reggie’s torso, leaving kisses and small nips to his flesh as he made his way down to the pink puckered entrance of Reggie’s ass.  He groaned low in his throat and pushed Reggie’s legs up and back towards his chest, almost bending the other man in half, before licking around the clenching hole.  Reggie’s taste burst across his tongue and he growled before he began to voraciously devour the other man’s ass.  He licked, he kissed, he nibbled, and then when the muscles had loosened enough, he plunged his tongue inside.  Reggie’s tight heat wrapped around his tongue making him shiver in anticipation.  Kent heard Reggie’s moans and incoherent babble and felt his cock jerk and leak pre=cum onto the sheets beneath him, but he didn’t care, he wasn’t going to stop eating Reggie’s ass until he was good and ready.  He began thrusting his tongue in and out of Reggie’s ass until he finally registered the other man’s hands frantically pulling on his hair.  He lifted his head and looked at Reggie in confusion.
                “What?” he asked.
                Reggie swallowed and shook his head, “In.  Me.  You.  In.”
                Kent grinned at Reggie, the fireman really had the best ideas in the world.  Reaching over into his nightstand, Kent pulled out the bottle of lube and strip of condoms.  Closing the drawer, he lifted Reggie’s legs over his shoulder and poured the lube liberally over his fingers.  He rubbed the lube between his fingers to warm it up and then pressed one finger deeply within the other man’s anus.  Reggie groaned and Kent smiled at the sound, turning the digit he began to slowly finger fuck the fireman to stretch him out.  He withdrew the first finger and then replaced it deeply within his lover with two fingers.  He pushed the fingers deep in Reggie’s ass and held them there to allow the other man to become use to the invasion.
                “M-mo-more,” Reggie’s voice quivered, as his hips began to thrust down onto Kent’s fingers.  Pulling his fingers almost completely out, Kent pressed in a third and moaned simultaneously with Reggie.  Reggie felt so good around his fingers.  His channel was hot velvet, squeezing his digits and it made him ache to feel those muscles grasping his dick.
                “Now Kent.  Fuck me now!” Reggie pleaded and Kent knew that he couldn’t deny him.  Pulling his fingers out, he quickly rolled the condom down upon his generous erection before pouring copious amounts of lube over his cock.  Coating his condom covered erection with the liquid, he pressed one hand to the back of Reggie’s right knee and spread the younger man open wider and grabbed the base of his cock with the other.  Aligning the head of his erection with Reggie’s pink pucker he pressed gently until he felt the sphincter relax and the head of his cock pop in.  Reggie’s hands clutched the sheets underneath him, his head tilted back and he groaned Kent’s name low in his throat.  Kent felt a growl start in his chest and was amazed at the animalistic reaction that the young fireman awoke within him.
                When he felt the muscles of Reggie’s ass relax he pressed deeper until he was fully seated within the thinner man, flesh of Reggie’s ass cradling his balls.  He couldn’t believe it, he was inside Reggie.  His every fantasy had come true.  He was finally fucking the one person he’d been dreaming about for over fifteen years.
                “Move dammit!” he heard Reggie growl and with a low chuckle he pulled his hips back slowly before thrusting them forward and pegging Reggie’s gland on the first try.
                “SHIT!” Reggie yelled into the quiet bedroom.  Kent merely grunted and snapped his hips forward again, repeating the action.  Before long he had a steady rhythm going and his voice had joined Reggie’s as the two men groaned and shouted together.  He’d forgotten how good it felt to fuck someone, he’d forgotten how much he’d wanted to fuck Reggie.  He moaned Reggie’s names as he felt the tingle at the base of his spine.
                How could it be happening so quickly?  It hadn’t been THAT long had it?  He didn’t want it to end, he wanted to drag it out, so he slowed down his thrusts, ignoring the whines and complaints of his lover and swiveled his hips, feeling Reggie’s legs tense around his neck.  He lifted the legs from around his neck and placed them around his waist, still thrusting his hips forward and driving his cock deeply within the other man.  This time when he felt the stirrings of a powerful orgasm he didn’t try to hold it off.
                Leaning down he took Reggie’s lips with his own in a deeply passionate kiss, trying to show him what being with him actually meant.  He threw back his head and chanted Reggie’s name as the pleasure began to wash over him.
                “Reggie, Reggie, Reggie, Reggie…”

                Kent felt someone shaking his shoulder and opened his eyes with a groan.  What. The. Fuck?  Someone had woken him up from the best dream he’d ever had.  He was going to kick someone’s ass.  Hard.
                “Kent, wake the fuck up you dumb cowboy.  Why the hell were you moaning my name?  I’m right here,” he heard a male voice say from his left.  Blinking his eyes to get them into focus he turned his gaze towards the keeper of the voice and felt his eyes widen as he took in Reggie’s presence.  Had his dream been real?
                Other sounds slowly penetrated his hearing at that point and he became aware of the sound of a heart monitor, the chattering of other people, footsteps, and an oxygen machine.  With that awareness came the full helping of the aches and pains of being hit by falling debris, carried by someone smaller than you, dropped on the ground and then hit by debris again.  Kent closed his eyes as memories assailed him.  He heard Reggie step closer and he suddenly became aware that this man didn’t like him.  For whatever reason.  While he lay in bed at night dreaming and fantasizing about Reggie, trying to find other men to sleep with that looked like the gorgeous, blonde fireman, the fireman in question was fucking every gay guy that looked at him and not thinking about Kent at all.  Grabbing onto the bitterness and resentment that was his friend through his every encounter with Reggie he opened his eyes and glared at the other man.
                “What the fuck are you doing in my room Mayr?” he growled out, his voice hoarse and raspy from the smoke.  He watched as Reggie’s eyes widened in shock and then watched as the hazel eyes filled with anger and another unknown emotion that amazingly made Kent’s heart clench and his face flush with shame as if he felt guilty for…hurting Reggie.  Him, hurt Reggie?  It wasn’t likely.  Reggie would have to care about him to be hurt by anything that he’d said and he knew for a fact that Reggie didn’t give two shits about him.
                “Excuse me for saving your goddamn life Hunter!” Reggie yelled back, his face flushing red and his fists clenching as if to prevent himself from punching the other man.  “I thought I’d stick around to make sure you didn’t die after I went through all the trouble of risking my life for yours and to ask you about what you said before you passed out like a bitch, but maybe I shouldn’t have even bothered.”
                Kent’s eyebrows pulled down low in confusion, “What the hell did I say to make you want to ask me anything?”
                Reggie narrowed his eyes at the cowboy and gritted his teeth.  Kent could tell that he was struggling to get his temper under control and he watched him in mild fascination.  He’d never admit to it, even under threat of torture, but seeing Reggie in full temper was one of the most arousing sights that he’d ever seen.  He spent most of his days thinking of ways to make the fireman angry.  Reggie sighed and opened his mouth to respond when the door opened to admit the doctor.  Kent looked over and smiled at Dr. Timbers.  Dr. Timbers was an older doctor who had been flirting with his grandmother for years.  He knew that one day Georgia would get the hint and take the doctor up on what he’d been offering her, he just hoped that it would be sooner rather than later.  He’d hate it if his grandmother missed out on love because of some misguided notion to stay true to her dead husband.
                Kent surreptitiously slid his gaze over to Reggie, who stood silently against the wall, his arms crossed and a look of annoyance on his face as he waited for the doctor to say what he had to say so that he could say what he wanted to say.  Kent felt confusion flow over him.  It was odd that.  Reggie had never let the presence of someone else stop him from saying whatever mean, hurtful or rotten thing he wanted to say to Kent, so this time it must be a doozy.  He said it had something to do with what Kent had said to him and Kent found himself racking his brain trying to remember what he’d said to Reggie to make him want to stick around to talk to him.
                The doctor’s voice droned on in the background as he remembered the minutes leading up to being rescued by the sexy fireman.  He had run into the barn to free all of the horses and to save what tack and supplies he could.  For the first time he’d been happy that he’d listened to his foreman, Douglas Schmidt and had moved the ranch office into the main house.  When he’d run into the barn followed by the ranch hands all he’d been thinking of was saving the horses.  Almost all of them ran out when the doors opened, but he noticed that there was one stall that hadn’t been opened.  He’d sent everyone out and had raced to it.  When he yanked the stall door open he’d seen Esperanza and her new foal Aventura still in the stall.  He’d yanked Esperanza out by the bit that he put in her mouth and slapped her rear to send her racing out of the stall.  He’d stepped forward to help Aventura when he’d heard the creaking and then the sirens.  Things seem to happen at once, a section of the barn had fallen into the stall next to him and he’d been thrown back.  He’d hit his head and landed flat on his ass.  He remembered cursing and then losing consciousness.  The next time he’d opened his eyes that he could remember he’d been in the hospital.  So what had he said in between that time and now to Reggie to have him so on edge.
                “…for two or more days and then you will be released, okay Mr. Hunter?” the doctor said and Kent blinked, returning to the present.  Having no idea what the doctor had been blathering on about he merely nodded his head and ignored the snort coming from Reggie’s direction.  He wasn’t known for his ability to pay attention when someone was telling him something about himself.  He knew that…apparently Reggie remembered it as well.
                “Sure doc,” he said and smiled.  He watched as Dr. Timbers smiled back and shook his head at him.
                “Don’t worry Mr. Hunter, I’ve given your grandmother a copy of the pamphlets that I just told you about and informed her of the precautions that had to be taken once you returned home and you’ll be here in the hospital for the next two days so we’ll be sure to keep an eye on you,” Dr. Hunter said and Kent sat up in bed quickly.
                “TWO DAYS?!” he bellowed.  He heard Reggie chuckle, Dr. Timbers joining him.
                “And now I know you’re actually paying attention.  That was the reaction I expected the first time,” the doctor smirked.  “Yes, Kent, you’ll be here for two days at the very least.  You have some serious smoke inhalation in your lungs as well as a concussion and some first degree burns that we need to monitor and not only that, your heart rate seemed to speed up considerably while you were sleeping, we just want to keep our eyes on that.”
                Kent felt his face flush bright red at the doctor’s words.  He knew why his heart rate had sped up, it was because he’d been dreaming about having sex with Reggie.  Feeling extremely chastised and sheepish, Kent merely nodded and rested back against the pillows on his bed.
                “That’s good then,” Dr. Timbers grinned at him again.  “You get some rest and don’t get too agitated,” he warned with a look directly at Reggie.  “It will cause your heart to speed up and you won’t be able to really breathe.  That’s not good for your lungs so remain calm will you?”  With a final nod the doctor turned and left the room.
                Silence reigned in the room for a moment, neither man wanted to be the one to begin the conversation that had been so recently interrupted, but they both knew that the air had to be cleared between them, it was long overdue.
                Kent cleared his throat and said, “So what the hell did I say to you Mayr.”  He watched as Reggie’s jaw clenched and his nostrils flared.  He knew that the other man hated it when he referred to him by his last name because it reminded him that they weren’t friends any more, but Kent didn’t just do that to remind Reggie.  He did it to remind himself as well.
                Once Reggie had brought himself to some semblance of control Kent watched as he lifted his gaze and met his directly.  “You said that you wanted to fuck me Hunter.  So what the hell is that about?”  Reggie asked and Kent felt his heart stutter in his chest.

Thursday, October 6, 2011

The Cowboy's Fireman Chapter One

As I promised Katharina.  Here is a full chapter of The Cowboy's Fireman.  Enjoy!


Chapter One


                “Hey Reggie!  Get out here!  We gotta head down to the Mercy Ranch.  One of the barns done caught on fire!” Reggie heard Grant yell at him.  Groaning at the thought of having to see Kent Hunter, the only man to ever cause him to flush with both arousal and hatred simultaneously, Reginald Mayr, a.k.a. “Reggie”, rolled out of bed and stood to his feet, seconds before the alarm sounded.  Running to grab his gear, he pushed all thoughts of seeing the broad shouldered cowboy out of his mind and focused on getting down the pole and to the awaiting truck.
                “Mayr!  Move your fucking ass!  This fire ain’t waiting for you to get all gussied up!” he heard his Fire Chief, Colin Thompson, yell at him.  He grunted as he raced to the truck and hopped aboard the awaiting vehicle, his jacket still open as the fire truck raced out of the station and down the road towards Mercy Ranch.  Everyone was quiet, which wasn’t too abnormal, they were all usually focused on what they were about to do to make much conversation, but the mood was more somber than usual.  Probably due to where they were heading and not because of the fact that they were heading to another fire.
                Mercy Ranch was a multi-purpose ranch.  Known not only for its quality breed of horses and cattle, but also for the orphans who lived in one of the buildings on the property.  There was also Georgia Hunter, Kent’s grandmother, who had been running the ranch since her husband had passed a decade before.  Everyone loved Georgia.  She was almost ninety but you couldn’t tell, she still moved with grace and purpose, could still shoot and ride, and to the untrained eye she could almost pass for fifty.  But they were all very aware that she was almost ninety, and stubborn, and hard-headed, and very willful, she was probably trying to put out the fire on her own.
                There was also Kent Hunter.
                Reggie couldn’t understand why everyone loved the guy so much.  Reggie had known “Kenton” his whole life.  They’d started off as friends in elementary, then they’d hit middle school and whereas he’d grown taller than Kent, Kenton had spread out.  He had turned into a bit of a butterball and had suffered through some teasing.  Reggie hadn’t teased him, but he hadn’t stopped the teasing either.  He’d known that it was wrong, his grammy had given him a stern talking to about how the people who keep silent are just as bad as the bullies themselves, and so he’d decided to stand up for his friend that next school year as freshmen in high school.  He wasn’t sure what had happened between middle school and high school, however, but Kent had hit a growth spurt, he’d grown five inches and had turn all of that “baby fat” into muscles.  He was now taller and stronger than anyone at school.  He hadn’t been bullied anymore…he’d also stopped being Reggie’s friend and became Reggie’s worse nightmare.
                Kent hadn’t bullied him, he was too nice for that, but with his slow, deep voice he’d slowly, conversation, by conversation made Reggie feel as if he were shallow and not good enough to even lick his boots.  Reggie had tried to show his former friend that he’d changed for the better but Kent wasn’t hearing it; and while everyone was tripping over themselves to have the powerfully strong, breathtakingly beautiful Kent Hunter to notice them, Reggie had mourned the loss of his best friend and discovered some truths about himself, like he was gay.
                They’d both gone off to college at Missouri State University.  Kent had studied animal husbandry because he’d always known that he’d take over the ranch one day and Reggie had studied drama, and then art, and then dance and then finally he’d decided to become a fireman…well, after his grandmother had died in a fire, he’d decided that.  He’d been devastated by the loss of his “grammy,” the only relative that still had anything to do with him.  His father had died overseas while serving in the military and his mother…well, she was somewhere, with someone, doing…something.  Reggie didn’t really know and he didn’t really care.  No, that was a lie, he’d been devastated when his mother had dropped him off at his grandmother’s house with all of his stuff, kissed him on his forehead and driven away.  She hadn’t looked back once and he’d stood in the middle of the driveway and watched as she’d left him behind.  His grandmother had been over at Mercy Ranch at the time and hadn’t known he was there.  He’d stood there, in that driveway for an hour before he finally picked up his stuff and carried it up to the porch.  He’d sat on the top step for another three hours and then his grandmother had shown up, her big grey Chevy blowing up dirt under its wheels.  He didn’t move when she jumped out of the car and he didn’t speak when she frantically asked him how long he’d been there.  When she’d stopped asking questions he’d merely looked up at her and said, “Momma left.”  Nothing else had needed to be said.
                His heart still bled from the loss of his grandmother, especially since his mother hadn’t shown up for the funeral, merely sending him a condolence card and saying that she had really liked her mother-in-law.  He hadn’t really expected her to show up for his grandmother’s funeral, he had thought that she’d show up to comfort him.
                He’d thought that Kent would’ve shown up too.
                Kent hadn’t been there.  His grandmother had come, held him while he cried and got rid of everyone when it seemed like the entire town was going to move in.  Kent hadn’t shown up then.  He hadn’t called and he didn’t show up at all that first week.  A week after the funeral, two whole weeks after his grandmother had died Reggie had gotten a voicemail on his cell phone.
                                “Hey uh…Reggie.  I heard about your granma…I’m uh…sorry man.”
                And that had been it.  The message had ended there and Reggie had been frozen in shock. The sum total of Kent’s condolences, the totality of his level of caring for Reggie and his grandmother was equal to ten words and two fillers.  Sixteen syllables.  Reggie’s grandmother used to babysit Kent, Reggie used to be Kent’s best friend.  He’d thrown his cell phone across the room and watched as it hit the wall of his bedroom and exploded.  He never called Kent back.  He had changed his number, sold his grandmother’s home and moved into another house, on the other side of town.  As far away from Kent as he could get without leaving the city and his job.
                He’d seen Kent three weeks after his grandmother’s house had sold…to Mercy Ranch.  They had both stood there looking at each other, neither of them speaking, neither of them apologizing or attempting to make conversation.  Finally Kent had cleared his throat and said, “Reggie.”  Reggie had known then that their friendship was over, because whereas hearing his name on the big cowboy’s lips would have previously made him smile and made his heart thunder in his chest in a very weird way, this time it had done nothing more than to fill him with anger and grief, and he was sick of grief.  So he’d lifted his head and said merely, “Kenton” before turning to walk away.
                They’d been enemies ever since.  Every time Kent was in town and he saw Reggie, he mentioned some way for him to bulk up or how long his hair was or he’d ask him if he’d make snide remarks and innuendos about Reggie being gay.  Reggie had never pegged Kent for being a homophobe, but then again, he’d never pegged him for being an inconsiderate prick either.  Reggie knew that Kent wasn’t the only one to blame, he did his fair share of teasing the cowboy, asking him if he’d learned to spell, making innuendos about him being impotent and that being the reason he was still single, he’d even made a joke once about Kent having a small dick and that being the reason he had no problem riding horses all day.
                The whole town of Princeton, hell, damn near all of Mercer County knew that you didn’t want Reggie Mayr and Kent Hunter in the same room with each other unless you were ready to stop a fight.  The two of them hadn’t come to blows just yet, but they were damn near close to skipping the fists and just shooting each other on sight.
                “Mayr, do you think you could possibly get your head out of your own ass long enough for us to put out this goddamn fire?” Chief Thompson asked him.  Reggie blinked for a moment, returning to the present abruptly and then nodded his head.
                “Yeah Chief.  I’m here,” Reggie answered.  He hated it when Chief Thompson singled him out in front of the other guys.  Reggie’s grandmother and Chief Thompson had been real close friends and Chief Thompson had taken it upon himself to keep Reggie “on the right path.”  It wouldn’t have been such a problem if Chief Thompson didn’t love to constantly bring up the fact that Reggie liked having sex with men.  He blamed Reggie’s lack of focus on the fact that he liked to suck cock and get fucked…when really, that was only half the reason.
                “Yeah Reggie, and try not to get in a fight with Kent while we’re here,” Grant mumbled to him before the fire truck came to a stop in front of the blazing barn on Mercy Ranch.
                Reggie stared at the burning barn in shock and horror.  The entire structure was engulfed by large, angry flames that were reaching out for victims and taking no prisoners.  Fastening his jacket snug against himself, Reggie leapt from the vehicle and pulled on his fireman’s hat, turning towards the hoses he heard his name being yelled.  He turned towards the sound and saw Georgia Hunter flapping her hands at him and pointing.
                “Reggie!  You gotta go save Kent!  He’s still in there!” she sobbed and Reggie felt his entire body fill with icy heat.  Without another word or thought, Reggie turned towards the barn and raced inside yelling Kent’s name the entire time.
                “Kent!  KENT!  It’s Reggie!  Man, where the hell are you?!  KENT!  You bastard why the fuck are you still in here?” he screamed when he felt a hand wrap around his ankle.  Falling to his knees, thankful for the mask that kept out the smoke he saw Kent lying on the floor of the barn, his large arms covered in soot, dirt and...was that manure?  He was in the stall of a newborn colt and Reggie finally saw why the stupid man was inside of the barn.
                “You fucking idiot,” Reggie breathed before grabbing Kent under his arms and lifting him enough to do the fireman’s carry.  His legs almost buckled under the weight of the large man, but he braced his feet and turned towards the front of the barn…that was covered in flames.  Turning to the back of the barn, Reggie saw nothing but smoke and could only hope that that area was free from fire.  Clicking his tongue at the horse, he almost shouted out in joy with the baby colt began following him.  So maybe he hadn’t been a newborn but he was certainly small enough.
                It was slow going but eventually they got to the doors leading out from the barn to the corrals, and not a moment too soon.  Reggie’s legs gave out and he fell forward, Kent falling from off of his shoulder and landing on the ground with a hard thud.  Reggie’s face ended up directly in Kent’s groin and the baby colt merely walked away on its wobbly legs, no doubt to find its mother.
                Reggie knew that he should move, hell, his lips were right next to Kent’s dick.  He hated Kent and the feeling was very much mutual.  Besides Kent was unconscious right now, but if he came to and Reggie’s head was in his lap, would he think that Reggie was trying to take advantage of him while he was knocked out.  Then of course there was the whole, barn being on fire thing.
                Reggie began pushing up from where he lay when he heard Kent groan his name.
                “Reggie,” the bigger man said.  Reggie found himself reaching out for Kent’s face and jerked back his hand at the last minute.
                “I’m right here Kent.  You’re fine Kent.  We’re both safe,” Reggie reassured the other man as he crawled over to the fallen cowboy and pushed on the communicator to let the Chief and the rest of the team know that he was okay.  Just as he opened his mouth to radio that they were all right Kent spoke again.
                “Want.  Reggie.  Need.”
                Reggie gasped and looked down at Kent in shock.  Had Kent just said that he wanted and needed Reggie?  What the fuck did that mean?  Was it because of the fire?
                “Kent, it’s me, it’s Reggie.  I got you out of the fire man.  You’re okay,” he reassured him again, turning back to radio in once again.
                “Want sex. Want to fuck. Reggie. Before I die. Love,” Kent babbled and this time he seemed agitated as if he knew that he wasn’t being understood even in his state of extreme delirium.  But this time Reggie understood what Kent was saying and he gasped, jerking his hand away from the walkie attached to his shoulder and stared at Kent in shock just as the entire barn collapsed behind him.

Sunday, October 2, 2011

The Cowboy's Fireman Excerpts-NSFW

So because Katharina put five exclamations instead of four in one of her comments about this secret project I have decided to give you guys some excerpts of The Cowboy's Fireman which, based on the emails that I've gotten from you and comments, some of you are really excited about.  LOL.  So there are two excerpts.  The regular story one and the adult excerpt, which means that this post is not 100% NSFW but you probably don't want your boss or children to walk by and catch you reading about one man licking another man's ass...I'm just saying.


Excerpt:



Kent hadn’t bullied him, he was too nice for that, but with his slow, deep voice he’d slowly, conversation, by conversation made Reggie feel as if he were shallow and not good enough to even lick his boots.  Reggie had tried to show his former friend that he’d changed for the better but Kent wasn’t hearing it; and while everyone was tripping over themselves to have the powerfully strong, breathtakingly beautiful Kent Hunter to notice them, Reggie had mourned the loss of his best friend and discovered some truths about himself, like he was gay.
                They’d both gone off to college at Missouri State University.  Kent had studied animal husbandry because he’d always known that he’d take over the ranch one day and Reggie had studied drama, and then art, and then dance and then finally he’d decided to become a fireman…well, after his grandmother had died in a fire, he’d decided that.  He’d been devastated by the loss of his “grammy,” the only relative that still had anything to do with him.  His father had died overseas while serving in the military and his mother…well, she was somewhere, with someone, doing…something.  Reggie didn’t really know and he didn’t really care.  No, that was a lie, he’d been devastated when his mother had dropped him off at his grandmother’s house with all of his stuff, kissed him on his forehead and driven away.  She hadn’t looked back once and he’d stood in the middle of the driveway and watched as she’d left him behind.  His grandmother had been over at Mercy Ranch at the time and hadn’t known he was there.  He’d stood there, in that driveway for an hour before he finally picked up his stuff and carried it up to the porch.  He’d sat on the top step for another three hours and then his grandmother had shown up, her big grey Chevy blowing up dirt under its wheels.  He didn’t move when she jumped out of the car and he didn’t speak when she frantically asked him how long he’d been there.  When she’d stopped asking questions he’d merely looked up at her and said, “Momma left.”  Nothing else had needed to be said.
                His heart still bled from the loss of his grandmother, especially since his mother hadn’t shown up for the funeral, merely sending him a condolence card and saying that she had really liked her mother-in-law.  He hadn’t really expected her to show up for his grandmother’s funeral, he had thought that she’d show up to comfort him.
                He’d thought that Kent would’ve shown up too.
                Kent hadn’t been there.  His grandmother had come, held him while he cried and got rid of everyone when it seemed like the entire town was going to move in.  Kent hadn’t shown up then.  He hadn’t called and he didn’t show up at all that first week.  A week after the funeral, two whole weeks after his grandmother had died Reggie had gotten a voicemail on his cell phone.
                                “Hey uh…Reggie.  I heard about your granma…I’m uh…sorry man.”
                And that had been it.  The message had ended there and Reggie had been frozen in shock. The sum total of Kent’s condolences, the totality of his level of caring for Reggie and his grandmother was equal to ten words and two fillers.  Sixteen syllables.  Reggie’s grandmother used to babysit Kent, Reggie used to be Kent’s best friend.  He’d thrown his cell phone across the room and watched as it hit the wall of his bedroom and exploded.  He never called Kent back.  He had changed his number, sold his grandmother’s home and moved into another house, on the other side of town.  As far away from Kent as he could get without leaving the city and his job.
                He’d seen Kent three weeks after his grandmother’s house had sold…to Mercy Ranch.  They had both stood there looking at each other, neither of them speaking, neither of them apologizing or attempting to make conversation.  Finally Kent had cleared his throat and said, “Reggie.”  Reggie had known then that their friendship was over, because whereas hearing his name on the big cowboy’s lips would have previously made him smile and made his heart thunder in his chest in a very weird way, this time it had done nothing more than to fill him with anger and grief, and he was sick of grief.  So he’d lifted his head and said merely, “Kenton” before turning to walk away.
                They’d been enemies ever since.  Every time Kent was in town and he saw Reggie, he mentioned some way for him to bulk up or how long his hair was or he’d ask him if he’d make snide remarks and innuendos about Reggie being gay.  Reggie had never pegged Kent for being a homophobe, but then again, he’d never pegged him for being an inconsiderate prick either.  Reggie knew that Kent wasn’t the only one to blame, he did his fair share of teasing the cowboy, asking him if he’d learned to spell, making innuendos about him being impotent and that being the reason he was still single, he’d even made a joke once about Kent having a small dick and that being the reason he had no problem riding horses all day.
                The whole town of Princeton, hell, damn near all of Mercer County knew that you didn’t want Reggie Mayr and Kent Hunter in the same room with each other unless you were ready to stop a fight.  The two of them hadn’t come to blows just yet, but they were damn near close to skipping the fists and just shooting each other on sight.


Adult Excerpt:

          He leaned forward and kissed Reggie deeply.  He heard Reggie’s moan deep in chest and smiled into the kiss.  Reggie tasted just as wildly sweet as he’d always know that he would.  Kent deepened the kiss and lifted his hands and with one hand grasped the back of Reggie’s head, his shoulder length blonde hair felt like silk against the pads of Kent’s fingers, and with his other hand he pulled back the sheets that covered them.  He heard Reggie moan again and stuck his tongue to touch the other man’s tongue tentatively.  It wasn’t long before his tongue was wrestling for dominance with Reggie’s as one hand tangled in the smaller man’s hair and the fingers of the other brushed down the fireman’s bare chest, being oddly aroused by the feeling of the light blonde soft curls that graced the canvas of Reggie’s perfect body.  Stroking his fingers over the other man’s chest, even as his lips trailed over the jawline of his new lover and former best friend, Kent felt himself grow painfully aroused and wanted one thing and one thing only, to stick his erect cock deep inside of Reggie’s firm ass.
                Twin groans filled the air when Kent allowed his hand to move down Reggie’s torso, over his sculpted abs, thin hipbones and to his leaking erection, the head of the younger man’s cock turning purple as his body shook with an unfulfilled yearning.  Kent wrapped his hand around Reggie’s cock and squeezed.  Reggie’s hips thrust upwards, pushing his cock through Kent’s fist and tossed his head back with a groan.  Kent looked down at Reggie’s face, his eyes closed in passionate bliss, his mouth slightly open, he was beautiful when he was aroused, just like Kent had always known he would be.
                Leaning forward Kent laid Reggie back down upon the bed and kissed his way down the slimmer man’s torso.  Snuffling the small smattering of hair on Reggie’s chest, Kent stuck out his tongue and traced a line from the center of Reggie’s chest to his right nipple that had hardened and now stood up as if begging for Kent’s attention.  Lowering his head Kent flicked the hardened nub with his tongue.  Reggie froze for a moment as if anticipating Kent’s next move and Kent made sure that he didn’t disappoint.  He opened his mouth and pulled Reggie’s nipple deep within it, bathing it with the wet heat of his tongue.  Reggie trembled and then moaned when Kent’s hand moved from stroking his cock to palming his balls.
                Kent was in heaven, he had Reggie trembling underneath him and he was finally going to be able to do what he’d been dreaming about for over a decade.  With a final lick to Reggie’s nipple he licked his way down Reggie’s torso, leaving kisses and small nips to his flesh as he made his way down to the pink puckered entrance of Reggie’s ass.  He groaned low in his throat and pushed Reggie’s legs up and back towards his chest, almost bending the other man in half, before licking around the clenching hole.  Reggie’s taste burst across his tongue and he growled before he began to voraciously devour the other man’s ass.  He licked, he kissed, he nibbled, and then when the muscles had loosened enough, he plunged his tongue inside.  Reggie’s tight heat wrapped around his tongue making him shiver in anticipation.  Kent heard Reggie’s moans and incoherent babble and felt his cock jerk and leak pre=cum onto the sheets beneath him, but he didn’t care, he wasn’t going to stop eating Reggie’s ass until he was good and ready.  He began thrusting his tongue in and out of Reggie’s ass until he finally registered the other man’s hands frantically pulling on his hair.  He lifted his head and looked at Reggie in confusion.
                “What?” he asked.
                Reggie swallowed and shook his head, “In.  Me.  You.  In.”
                Kent grinned at Reggie, the fireman really had the best ideas in the world.

Monday, September 19, 2011

Life-Changing Book: Nowhere Ranch by Heidi Cullinan

Nowhere RanchNowhere Ranch by Heidi Cullinan
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

When I read L.A. Witt's "Static" I had a panic attack because it made me come face-to-face with some truths about myself that I'd been hiding.  When I read this book I cried because Heidi described the heartbreak I experienced at my own coming out, the grief, the despair, the hopelessness that ate away at me with my family's reaction, the need to erect walls to keep oneself safe from any more emotional hurt, the fight and struggle for healing and the overwhelming power of hope, forgiveness and acceptance, not of others but the acceptance of yourself.

When I first started reading this book, I didn't know what to expect.  It had been recommended to me by Pati Maye, someone who after hearing about my family's reaction to my coming out told me that she'd adopt me.  So I read this expecting to read a story of how a family accepted someone's decision to live their truth.  I didn't even read the blurb, I just started reading.  When I read Roe's family's reaction to finding out he was gay I felt as if Heidi had hidden cameras in my home (which wouldn't make sense as this book was written and published before I came out).  I could feel the lost feeling that ate away at Roe's insides and when Roe began working at Nowhere Ranch and he met up with Travis Loving, the ranch owner, in a gay bar, I don't think I've ever rooted so hard for a couple before.

Heidi's words and the flow of her sentences made this book gritty and raw with emotion, I ached with the need for Roe to realize he wasn't evil for loving someone, I desperately needed for Travis to catch Roe if he ever ran if he ever fell, because Heidi's way with words had me feeling as if Roe's struggle was my own.

The sex was hot, rough, passionate, sweaty, and I cringed and clenched through most of it, feeling as if Travis was standing over me giving me orders or telling me what he was about to do to me.  It was wonderful how Travis always knew what Roe needed, even when Roe didn't, and he always gave it to him, whether he was being rough or gentle, paddling him or yes, fisting him (gasp!).  It was all so hardcore, so raunchy and so gripping that I purposefully read the scenes to my boyfriend just to see his reactions.

Haley's determination for Roe to have happiness, the way she fought for him, fought for his well-being, fought for his acceptance, fought for his right to love who he wanted, to have the family and the life he wanted, made me smile and root for her, making her one of the FIRST female friends in a M/M romance book that I actually WANTED to read about.  At one point, I even clapped for her after she gave a long speech.

The best thing about this book was the ending.  It was the greatest, sweetest ending ever.  I nodded, wiped away the tears that had escaped from my eyes pages before and felt "The Epilogue Whore" within me give a great big sigh of relief that Heidi had satisfied us both, the reader who longs for the story and the E.W. who longs for the "After" in Happily Ever After.

Rarely do I read a story that affects me so much that when it's over I've realized that I had such a visceral reaction to it, but when I read one that does, I know that it's one that I will read over and over and over again.  I would recommend this book to everyone.  To those who were able to come out with no adverse reaction from their family, so that they can appreciate that experience and express their love and gratefulness for that.  To those who came out and whose parents had a negative reaction, disowned them, kicked them out, beat them up, etc. so that they can see that our desire to love, our ability to love someone even when others say that it's wrong is not wrong, is not evil, is not a sin, that being who we are, living our own individual truths is the greatest example of purity, of righteousness, of holiness that there could ever be.  To those who have had someone that they know, someone that they love come out and they reacted positively or negatively so that they can see that love, no matter its form, its gender, its race or religion, is just love.

And to those who still dare to dream, dare to hope, dare to love, this is the perfect book for you.


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