Physical Therapy and The Alpha King-NSFW

Yay I have physical therapy today! (Note the sarcasm) Which means I will be 


surrounded by sweaty military men, all grunting and hissing and groaning.....wait a 


minute. This is a HAPPY occasion!! Plus I get a few hours of uninterrupted "vocal 


writing" with my recorder while my physical therapist asks me if "gay men really do it 


better." LOL.  But, here's an excerpt from Passion's Hero: The Alpha King to hold you 


guys over while I'm away.  Just so you know this is a sci-fi/paranormal/hybrid male 


pregnancy m/m romance book with undertones of BDSM. So don't say you weren't 


warned.  And this excerpt is SOO NSFW!!

The next morning Tal woke up alone.  He sat up quickly and looked around for Blaze, concerned that perhaps it was all a dream, his eyes took in the décor of his royal bedroom, seconds before his stomach began roiling and he leapt from the bed and rushed to the bathroom and was violently ill.  He heard the door to the sitting room open and close and then he heard voices, but he couldn’t even begin to be concerned about who was there and who they were looking for, he was too busy throwing up everything he’d ever eaten in his life…and a few vital internal organs as well.  He was so grateful when it ended that after flushing, he laid his flushed face against the cold floor tile and whispered prayers of thanks to The One, The Two, The Three, The Four, every, single numbered deity up until ten.  He heard footsteps and then his mate’s deep throaty chuckle.

“I came to see if you wanted breakfast in bed or out at the table in the sitting room, or even downstairs in the formal dining room with the others that live here in the palace, but perhaps you would rather I brought it into the bathroom for you and served it on the floor?” Blaze asked, amusement evident in his voice.

“Shut the hell up you mangy wolf and help me to the bed,” Tal grumbled miserably, groaning as Blaze walked over and lifted him into his arms.  “Where were you?  I woke up and you weren’t there.”

“I had an early morning meeting with some of the Elders and leaders of the different branches of my kingdom,” Blaze said before placing Tal upon the bed gently.

Tal gasped.  “Was I supposed to be there?” He asked, worried that he’d already screwed up in his duties as Alpha…Mate.  Yeah, he liked that title much better, he’d have to remember to suggest it to Blaze so that it could be changed on the books.

Blaze chuckled.  “No, babe, you never sit in on what is pretty much considered a diplomatic meeting, mostly you are only in meetings that deal with Tumaro only.”

Tal watched as Blaze walked back into the sitting room, presumably to get food or to call for it, and thought about what his mate had just said to him.  Indignation flooded his body and he shoved back the covers on the bed and hurriedly pulled on the first pair of pants that he could find and pulled on the first shirt, both were lying on top of the large oak trunk that sat at the foot of their bed…and both belonged to Blaze, which meant that Tal was swimming in them.  He was pretty sure that he looked like a little boy playing dress up in his father’s clothes but he didn’t care in that moment, he had a bone to pick with his mate and his entire antiquated thought process.  With one hand holding up the oversized pants he stormed into the sitting room, ignoring the others that sat there, his eyes focusing in on his mate who stood at the travel food cart preparing a plate for him.

“So wait, let me make sure I’m understanding this correctly.  As the Alpha Queen I am your equal in all things dealing with our people, the Tumarons, but I’m not important enough, or smart enough, to deal with matters of the galaxy?  What sort of fucked up bullshit is that Blaze?  Anything that happens in the galaxy affects Tumaro, which means that I should be in every, single, fucking meeting from here until the day I fucking die as the fucking Alpha Queen and your fucking MATE!” he yelled, his chest heaving, anger flooding his being as he faced his mate.

“Maybe we should go,” Tal heard a hesitant voice say and he turned to see who was in the room, groaning mentally as he saw Buck, Percy, Elder Mailon, Josie, Gregor, Rico, and another man who seemed to be staring at his stomach intensely.

“Hi guys.  Sorry about that, um, pregnancy…um…hormones.  You know carrying a full load inside of me, they’ve got my body all haywire and woo-wee-woo-wee,” he laughed making the noise used for a mentally unstable person and began to slowly back away from the room towards the door.  “You all stay.  I’ll go into the other room and hang myself from the embarrassment.”  Without another word he turned and raced back into the bedroom, Blaze fast on his heels, stopping to address their guests.

He heard his mate utter a quick word of apology and heard everyone leave, Elder Mailon saying a final statement before he left also.  As Tal waited for his mate to finally appear he realized that he should probably talk to his old friend and see if he could call him “Mails” like he’d been calling him since they were kids.  He paced back and forth in the middle of the room, wringing his hands together and biting his lower lip nervously.  He looked up when Blaze entered the bedroom and closed the door firmly.  He swallowed when the other man twisted the lock on the door and began to stalk him across the room.  He looked at Blaze’s face and tried to see if he could see if the other man was upset with him or if maybe, just maybe, he was just annoyed.

“We had a conversation when we first mated about my needing to be respected in front of my people.  Do you remember that conversation Talon?” Blaze asked menacingly and Tal could do nothing but nod.

“Do you think that what you just did was helping me to be respected in front of them?” Blaze asked as he stepped over to the trunk at the foot of the bed.  Tal swallowed thickly as he wondered what was in the trunk and if it was going to hurt him.  Did Tumarons beat their mates when they were upset?

“I’m not going to beat you,” he heard Blaze responded with a mild chuckle.  He then turned around and Tal saw what the bigger man held in his hands.  In one hand he held a blindfold, two pairs of leather restraints, and a silk tie, in the other hand he held a small paddle.  “I am going to discipline you, however.”  Tal felt himself shiver, though from arousal or fear he wasn’t too sure.

Tal looked at the items in his mate’s hands and then back up at his mate.  He and Blaze had never tried this before and Tal had never really considered himself really into the whole dominant/subservient game, scene, whatever it was called.  However, a part of him must really like it, he looked down at his traitorous cock, moments before the organ in question left a very apparent wet spot on the front of Blaze’s pants.  Tal watched as Blaze’s nostrils flared and his eyes closed as he savored the smell of something.  Tal wondered what it was.

“I can smell your arousal from here love and it smells…delicious, absolutely, delicious,” Blaze stated having heard Tal’s unspoken question in his mind.

“Really?” Tal breathed as Blaze walked closer to him.  Tal released his hold on the pants around his waist and felt them fall to the floor seconds before he reached up around his mate’s neck and pulled the larger man’s head down to his own.

We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, love.  If you don’t want to do this, we don’t have to, he heard Blaze’s voice in his head, he pulled away and looked into Blaze’s eyes.

“I want to,” and those were the last words he said without being prompted for the next hour.

~~**~~                       ~~**~~                       ~~**~~                       ~~**~~

Blaze shivered at his mate’s acceptance before allowing that Dominant headspace to fill his mind.  He stepped away from Tal and gave him a stern glare.

“I want all of your clothes off and you up on that bed, with your arms and legs spread, on your stomach, in two minutes,” he said, his voice filled with authority and dominance and then smirked as he saw his mate rush to do his bidding.

Oh, he so was going to enjoy this.  There was something that he’d been wanting to do since the first time he and Tal had mated and he fully planned on taking advantage of this opportunity to do it right then.  He watched with barely concealed amusement as Tal rushed to pull off his clothes, tossing them all over the room and slowly began peeling off his own clothes.  When he finished he sauntered slowly over towards the bed, seeing Tal quiver with excitement.  Dropping one hand to the back of his mate’s leg, he slowly ran his fingertips up the other man’s muscled thigh, over his firm left butt cheek, over the left side of his back and up his arm to his wrist, hearing Tal’s breath quicken with his arousal.  Blaze inhaled deeply and his eyes slid closed as the smell of his mate’s pre-cum filled his nostrils.  Tal’s cock was already leaking and they hadn’t even done anything yet.

Taking Tal’s left wrist in hand he fasted one end of the electronic cuffs to the metal fastening that he had concealed in the headboard and heard Tal gasp.

“You never noticed that before did you baby?” He asked with a grin.  He saw Tal’s head shake and he pulled back his hand and brought it down firmly on his mate’s backside.  Tal yelped and his body jerked.  Blaze saw his handprint on his mate’s ass and felt a fierce growl rumble up from his chest as another sign of his claim on his mate appeared.  When he saw Tal’s hand come back to cover the abused flesh, he spanked his ass again and growled audibly.

“When I ask you a question, Talon, I want a verbal reply, and you don’t move unless I tell you to.  Do you understand me mate?” Blaze asked, his voice pitched low.

“Y-yes Blaze,” Tal responded.  Blaze brought his hand back down upon his mate’s ass again.  “SIR!  Y-yes sir!” Tal corrected and Blaze grinned.

“Good job baby,” Blaze praised his mate before walking around to the other side of the bed and fastening Tal’s other hand in the other pair of cuffs.   He stroked the stretched skin of Tal’s arms and smoothed his hand down over the planes of his back and over the globes of his tight ass.  Scions he loved the way his mate’s skin felt.  Drawing his fingers lightly down to his mate’s ankles, he pushed and prodded Tal until the younger man rested on his knees, his chest pressed against the bed, his arms spread with his wrists shackled to the headboard and his ankles were bound to the footboard.

Blaze stepped back to look at his handiwork, his eyes continuously drifting up to the sight of his red handprint directly on his mate’s ass and felt a small shiver of delight course through him.  He stepped forward until he could reach the globes of Tal’s ass with no hardship and taking one firm butt cheek in each hand he spread the globes apart and bent over to blow across the pink star that seemed to wink at him.  Delighting in the shiver that wracked Tal’s body he blew once more before sticking out his tongue and dragging it across the tense flesh.  Tal’s moan fueled his own desire and he leaned forward to lick again.

“Scion you taste so good baby,” Blaze groaned before he reapplied himself to the task of licking and sucking on Tal’s hole.  He felt the sphincter begin to relax and pointed his tongue before easing it inside of him.  Happy that he was the Alpha Male and thereby able to shift different parts of his body at will he allowed his tongue to shift into that of his wolf’s and began to thrust the muscle in and out of Tal’s welcoming orifice, the raspy feel of his tongue obviously driving the other man crazy, if his whimpers, moans, and pleas for “more, more, more,” were anything to go by.

Blaze pulled his tongue out and brought down a swift slap to Tal’s right ass cheek.

“No talking baby,” he admonished the other man before returning to his earlier treat of eating Tal’s ass.

“Y-y-yes…s-s-sir,” Tal stammered before pressing his chest down as far as it could go into the mattress beneath him, his ass stretching upwards as if searching for something.

“Are you ready for me to fuck you mate?” Blaze asked, his voice slightly more growly than before, his hands shaking slightly as he tried to restrain himself.

“Yes sir.  Please fuck me Alpha King,” Tal pleaded.  At the sound of his title, Blaze felt his tenuous control begin to slip, so lifting up his large and leaking cock, he spit down on his cock generously before leaning forward to spit on Tal’s hole, then lifting his fingers to his libs and sucking on them, coating them with his own saliva.  Rubbing the pad of one finger around Tal’s hole, he visibly saw the Vermithian relax and with the realization that his man wanted him as much as Blaze wanted Tal, he pressed two fingers into the slightly stretched, very lubed entrance of his mate.  He heard Tal hiss, quite possibly from the burn before he thrust those fingers in and out of his mate, Tal’s cries and pleas lifting up to the sky.

Blaze felt his head spin with the sound of his mate’s pleasure and when he felt his control snap, he pulled out the four fingers he’d been thrusting inside of Tal’s ass and replaced them with the head of his cock and pressed in deeply and quickly, bottoming out inside of his mate.  Both men cried out as if in agony, though all who heard the sound throughout the palace knew that they were the sounds of lovemaking, and so, none disturbed them.

“Being inside of you is one of my favorite places to be,” he confessed as he began to fuck Tal in earnest.  The feel of Tal’s velvet channel squeezed his cock tightly as if to never let him go.  Squatting slightly he thrust deep within his mate and heard Tal’s high pitched scream and knew that he had found the other man’s prostate, adjusting his thrusts to peg the gland with every thrust, he gave into the grunts and groans that fought to explode from his chest.

Besides their groans and hisses of pleasure the room was filled with the sound of flesh slapping flesh as Blaze pounded his thickly engorged cock into his mate’s ass.

“Fuck!” he groaned as he felt the muscles of Tal’s tight opening squeeze his erection.

“Yes.  Yes!  YES!” Tal yelled and Blaze felt his mate’s sphincter clutch his dick in a tight vise as Tal gave into the pleasure overwhelming him.  His thrusts sped up as he felt his own orgasm approaching, the feeling of Tal’s ass fluttering around his shaft as the younger man rode out his orgasm, plunging him headlong into his own.  Leaning forward, his canines elongating, he pushed his cock in deeply just as he sank his teeth into Tal’s neck, marking him yet again.  He felt the tingling at the base of his spine and withdrawing his canines threw back his head and howled.  A very distinctive, very loud howl of pleasure, one heard throughout the palace.  His seed burst forth from the top of his cock and deep within his mate, copious amounts of the hot liquid flooding Tal’s insides.  It wasn’t long before Blaze felt his mating knot extend and grab hold of Tal’s prostate, the two men shuddering pleasantly through another, smaller orgasm.

“Fuucckk,” Tal groaned and Blaze couldn’t do anything but grunt in response.  After a moment had passed, Blaze felt the knot release Tal’s prostate and he pulled out his now softened cock, still covered in his release with a shudder.  He heard Tal hiss as he pulled free from his smaller mate’s body and with a grin of masculine satisfaction, Blaze walked around the bed, releasing his mate from his restraints.  When he was done he sat on the bed and gathered Tal up into his arms tightly, the other man curled up against his chest, his body still shaking slightly.

Their breaths and hearts in sync, Blaze felt his heartbeat slow and his body fill with peace.  This was where he belonged.  Right here.

~~**~~                       ~~**~~                       ~~**~~                       ~~**~~

Anglania stood in the shadows of the hallway, her lip curled up in disgust as she listened to Blaze and the Vermithian having sex.  How disgusting.  Two men.  What the hell could another man give him that she couldn’t?  Not that she actually wanted the Alpha King.  He was just a pawn to what she really wanted.  The throne, the crown, the title…the money.  She shivered with arousal as she thought of all of the jewels and nice clothes that she could have.  The life that she could be, should be…would be living as the Alpha Queen.

Just as soon as she got rid of the stupid Vermithian.

My Happy Message-NSFW

My happy text messaging with Jack:



Me:  I'M AT 50, 000 WORDS WRITTEN!


Jack: Congrats Baby! I'm in Tam w/Will I'll stop at Todd's


Me: Who the hell is Todd?


Jack: LOL. No, Todd isn't a person. Todd's the sex store.


Me: OOoohh.  What're you stopping there for?


Jack: Gonna get ur reward.


Me: What is it?


Jack: Can't tell u.


Me: Just make sure you get a pair of cuffs, a blindfold, and a new flogger b/c we broke the other one last night.


Jack: Gotcha.


Me: And hurry up and get home!


Jack: Yes sir.  Love you.


Me: *shiver, hardon* You know I like it when you call me sir.  Love you too.


Jack:  :)




And this is why I'm going to keep writing.  I figure if I get to like 60, 000, he'll let me use his nightstick in him...I mean ON him.  LOL.

Happy Sunday all!!!  Here's a few happy pictures for you (most of them should be moving #1, 3, 4, 5, 6-you can see (singing) "some of my favorite things" to do *naughty grin*):

Saying I Love You

Jack and I were laying in the bed, sweaty, gasping for breath, sticky...(oh yeah, we had a very wild, extreme time, there's a dent in the wall from my shoulders.  LOL), my heart was racing  and I had the biggest shit-eating grin on my face because...damn....it was good!!  When Jack rolls over and looks at me.  He looks all serious and I sort of smile up at him because after that type of workout, you can't do anything but smile.  He touches my chin, kisses my lips and then....

Jack: So you know I love you right?

WHAT. THE. FUCK?!  I swear I just sort of blinked at him and then sat up really fast, my forehead connected with his, we both grabbed our heads, I have obscenities flowing out of my mouth and he's laughing.  Then we both just sort of stopped.  He grins at me.

Jack: You know I love you right?
Me: Why do you keep saying that?
Jack: Saying what?
Me: That you love me.
Jack: Because I do.
Me: You can't though.
Jack: Why not?
Me: Because we haven't even KNOWN each other that long!!
Jack: Wait, so you're putting a time restriction on my feelings for you too?  What the hell Vic!  You don't get to tell me what I can and cannot feel, for Christ's sake!

So I'm feeling pretty shitty and confused and inexplicably upset.  So I, of course, have a chick moment and start crying, yep with my strap on around my waist and everything.  LOL.  So Jack gets off the bed and comes over to where I'm standing and crying and puts his arms around me.

Me: Did you just say that because of what happened with my family?
Jack: (chuckles) No.  I wanted to say it before that even happened, but I didn't want you to freak out on me or anything.
Me: (hit him on the arm) Shut up fucker.
Jack: Hey now, sometimes I'm the fuckee.
Me: (laughing) Oh man that's just corny.
Jack: Well, I have to match my quota of corny jokes with yours.
Me: I do NOT make corny jokes!  I'm fucking hilarious!
Jack: No, you were fucking Jack, you weren't fucking hilarious.

So I burst out laughing because Jack was obviously in one of his silly moods and I love it when he gets like that.  He picks me back up and carries me back over to the bed because after a rigorous bout of hot JV sex (Jack & Vic sex) my hip and back are screaming in pain.  We lay back down on the bed and I'm still laughing a little bit.  When I stop he looks down at me and I just know he's going to say it again and I was right.

Jack: So you know I love you right?
Me: (nods) Yeah, and I love you too.
Jack: Good.
Me: Fabulous.
Jack: (looks away for a bit then looks back at me) Want to go again?
Me: Hell yeah!

Then we celebrated the fact that I'd stopped being a chicken shit and said it back.

I sort of freaked out today because dammit it's going to suck even worse now to say "goodbye" but thankfully Kate, my older online sister talked me off of the proverbial emotional ledge and said "You know that the goodbye is coming but don't spend the next few months worrying about it because then you won't be able to enjoy this time."

And she was right.  So I'm happy that I said "I love you" to this amazing man who sometimes I'm afraid to even sleep beside for fear that I'll wake up and find out that it's all just a dream, but I'm going to enjoy this time.

And keep on saying "I love you."

This is Why I Made So Many Gay Porno Friends on Twitter

Blind Lust Scene 4

Post Date Satisfaction (From Vic/Vee and Jack)-NSFW

*Sigh* (This is a SUPER long post, but it's the whole date and I even let Jack say hi!)

I am writing this post from Jack's bed...in Jack's house...with Jack in the kitchen making breakfast....okay, putting breakfast on a plate (he went to McDonald's) so that we can have breakfast in bed.

Yes, *shiver* breakfast in bed.  *Squeal*

Where shall I begin?

Let's see, our date was supposed to start at 8.  Jack called me and told me that he was coming at 7.

He showed up at 6:45.

Impatient little thing isn't he?  *Big grin*

So he had a reason for wanting to get me at 7.  He wanted to go to dinner out at Bahama Breeze in Tampa.  So we drove all the way out there.

Now, about what I wore:  I was in full-on Vic mode, so I had on a pair of black dress pants, a button down red shirt, black tie, black jacket, my hair was pulled back in a ponytail.  I had on my earrings and I had put on lip moisturizer.  I'd put on my pair of black boots and I was using my cane, which is black as well.  My favorite colors and I must admit...I looked good.

So anyway, Jack picks up my overnight bag, looks at me, raises his eyebrows and grins and says: "I hope you packed for the whole weekend."

*Silent scream of happiness*

So you know, I'm all smooth and confident and shit when I'm Vic and I sort of tilt my head to the side and say: "You're that confident that you're that good and I'm going to want more?"

Jack just grins and says: "You might even want to pack for the week.  I may never be able to get rid of you."

As my friend Kate would say: Cheeky little bugger.

So I just open the bag and toss in another shirt and a pair of shorts.  He sort of looks at me and raises his eyebrows.  I laughed, I knew what he wanted to ask, everyone does.  "I don't wear underwear."

His mouth sort of drops open and he nods.  I just laugh and turn him towards the door so we can go.  Now in the bag I had packed a pair of flip-flops, a pair of jeans, there were now two t-shirts instead of one, condoms (flavored and ribbed), lube (flavored and unflavored), massage oils, my laptop (because I knew I was going to want to blog this AND because I wanted to read to Jack-the man doesn't read....at all.  Nothing except the newspaper.  We must change that), my binder with the books that I'm writing inside, my cellphone, my wallet, my pain meds (I go NOWHERE without them), my sketchpad (I've been designing this new line inspired by Luci and Katharina), colored pencils, toothbrush, hairbrush, contact solution, contact carrying case, and deodorant.  Yeah, overnight for me is like...packing.


So we get in the car and guess what's playing?  YES!  LADY FREAKING GAGA!!  I like bounced in the seat, which made me think of my conversation with Thorny that I'd had earlier that day and I burst out laughing.  Jack closed the back door and climbs in and just sort of looks at me sitting in his front seat giggling my head off.  I mean I was bent forward, hands on the dash, tears streaming down my face, laughing and gasping for breath.  So Jack pulls off down the road and Lady Gaga's like playing loudly and I'm struggling to stop laughing and I do that "Wooo!!!" that you do at the end of a hard laugh and looked at him, still sort of snickering and he's like: "Wanna let me in on the joke?"

Me: You'll blush.
Jack: Why?  All you did was get in the car.
Me: It's something that happened earlier.
Jack: Okay.....
Me: So...I was a little nervous about tonight.
Jack: Yeah, me too
Me: Really?
Jack: Yeah.  I mean...you're a...I mean, technically.....
Me: (nods) Yeah, that's a bit of it.
Jack: Huh?
Me: So I sent my little brother Thorny, I told you about him, so I sent him an email, I was a little worried and concerned about tonight and he gave me some advice and at the beginning of his email he said he was "bouncing" so when I bounced it made me think of him and that's why I was laughing.
Jack: And the part about you being....
Me: You can say it you know.
Jack: Say what?
Me: Whatever you're trying to say.  That I'm "technically" a woman, that the dick in between my legs is actually a strap on and not something I was born with, that I have breasts, beautiful breasts, but still breasts and you're a gay man and it's weird, very, very weird that we're trying to date when physically we shouldn't really be compatible.
Jack: Yeah but there's something about you.  Like when I look at you, I don't see a woman.  I don't see Veronica.  I see Vic.  I hear Vic.  But every so often...
Me: You think about the boobs or the dick that's not really attached?
Jack: Yeah
Me: Yeah, I was going to pack a blindfold and Thorny told me not to.
Jack: Why not?
Me: (I turn to look at him-by this point, I'll be honest I'm trying to figure out if the date is over already-before it has even begun) Because he said that I didn't want to allow you to imagine I was another man.  That you should be aware of who it was that was fucking you to the best orgasm of your life.
Jack: He said that?
Me: (laughs) Well that "best orgasm" thing was all me, but it's still the truth.

The car got really quiet then, I was ready to call for a taxi or whatever but then I hear Jack saying my name.

Jack: Hey Vic?
Me: Yeah?
Jack: Let's give it a shot.
Me:  Yeah?
Jack: Yeah.  I can do it.

So, with that out of the way, something that I am pretty sure is going to repeatedly come up as long as we're "dating", we change the subject.  I bring up the fact that he doesn't read.

Me: How the hell do you not read?
Jack: (laughs) I just don't.
Me: But you bought both of my books!  You're really not going to read them?
Jack: (shrugs) Probably not.
Me: Ass.  You HAVE to read them!  How about this?  I'll read them to you.
Jack: Well.....
Me: It will be like an audiobook.
Jack: We can try that out, but no promises.  And you're reading your books?
Me: Not at first.  I want to ease you into the world of m/m romance.  So my friends Katharina and Luci told me about this book and I bought it today, so we can read it together.
Jack: What is it called?
Me: On Fire by Drew Zachary
Jack: On Fire?
Me: Yeah.  They said that you'll love it.

So we keep talking and talking.  We get to Bahama Breeze and we're eating and drinking margaritas (Bahama Breeze makes like THE BEST margaritas EVER and I've lived in San Diego, New York City, Chicago.  BB has THE BEST) and just getting to know each other.  So after dessert we get up to leave and I have to "adjust" myself and I tried to do it discreetly, I really did, and Jack's adjusting also, but for a TOTALLY different reason, let's just say that when I get tipsy I get EXTREMELY horny and I was already turned on because Jack was wearing this black shirt that was tight over his chest, this sort of silky material (what's it called-Not silk but like satin or something) and a pair of gray pants with a gray jacket, so I was very handsy during dinner.  So anyway, I'm trying to adjust myself discreetly and there's this table of...sorority girls is the only thing I can term them, because that's how they looked, and they look at me and then at Jack and then back at me and when we go to walk past them one of them says: "Oh my gosh!  He did a GREAT job, I wouldn't have even known he was a man if he hadn't grabbed his crotch like that!"

Jack and I waited until we got outside to start laughing.  Then he puts his arm around me and he's like "You do make a pretty drag queen."  So I got this idea and I'm like "Why don't you just think of me like that?"

Jack: Like what?
Me: That I'm just a man in drag.
Jack: What?
Me: You know, like if you're still feeling unsure or whatever....
Jack: (stops in front of the car turns to me and kisses me) Babe, it's okay.  You're Vic.  You're you.  (shrugs) I don't have to label it anymore.
Me: (sigh-yeah, girly moment) So we going back to your place or what?
Jack: Thought you wanted to go see a movie.
Me: I'd rather see you naked and make a movie instead.

You know how in books they say "he gulped audibly"?  Yeah, I had never actually heard someone swallow before.  I heard Jack swallow.  It made me smile. It gave me a HUGE mental erection and it just made want to get to his house so much more.

We got to his house and dropped my bad and then just started pulling clothes off.  And we took off all our clothes *shiver*  The man is even more gorgeous naked.......*happy sigh*.  So we're standing there looking at each other and he says "You know, I see your face and your tits and your dick...but it's not like you're a girl or whatever.  You're like a guy with tits rather than a girl with a dick."

I must admit that made me smile.  It also made me throw myself at him.  This did not need to be one of those whole "talk-through-sex" type things.

Now, I'm about to get graphic so.....

This is the type of strap-on that I wear when I'm just walking around:

It can quickly (and I'm talking like unclip and clip on) be switched out for this one:




So anyway, we're standing there naked and I have on the second one, not the first and it's easy to sort of pull it forward and then tuck it back (like I'm a drag queen) and that's what I'd done, but when I pulled of my clothes and stepped out, Lil' Big Vic (10") comes swinging forward.  Before I know it Jack's pulled me into his arms and we're making out hardcore.  Hands are everywhere and he just sort of sinks almost to his knees and takes LBV into his mouth.  Now LBV is silicone so no, it doesn't taste like a real cock, but Jack's down there moaning and humming like it is.  And I'm a "very toppy moho" to use Thorny's description.  So I'm like thrusting into his mouth and to me it feels AMAZING like it's really mine.  So he stands up and I'm trying to like climb up his body.  My legs are around his waist, he's holding me in his arms, his hands under my ass, I can feel his hard cock poking my ass and OH MY GOSH I forgot how good it felt to feel one of those!!  (Kate, I did the growly man thing.  LOL.) So neither of us wants to wait to walk to the bedroom so, he sits me down on the couch and I can't even talk I just kind flap my hand and point my finger at my bag.  He goes and grabs it and brings it to me, I'm jerking clothes and all types of shit out of the bag (I know I should have put everything on top).  I grab the condoms and the lube and I point at him and this is where Jack met Vic the Dom.

My voice always sort of deepens even more when I get in my Dom headspace and I'm like "Lay over the arm of the couch."  I think Jack must have a little bit of sub in him because he did it quickly and I'm looking at his ass and all I can think is, I want to taste that.  LOL.  So I did. (MMMmmmmm)  I had told Jack in a previous conversation about how I'm very oral.  Cock, ass, fingers, nipples, neck, back....hell, it doesn't matter to me so he cleaned himself VERY well.  Trust me I know.  Anyway, I'm going to town and I'm pouring the flavored lube on my fingers and in between his cheeks and I'm stretching him out and at the WORST possible time I start thinking about my freaking books!  (I have to remember if I do something wrong or something he doesn't like so I can change it if I have to in the book)  Then I hear: "What the hell Vic?!"  And I remember where the hell I am and what the hell I'm supposed to be doing!

Well if his moans, cries and grunts are anything to go by I did a VERY good job.  We both came (yeah I can come from fucking someone.  I dare someone to tell me that I'm not really a man inside-asses) and I'm laying all over his back and he's draped all over the arm of the couch and I burst out laughing (I'm a dork people) because I realize that I have the best of both worlds because I can fuck a man AND never go soft!  Jack opens one eye and looks at me over his shoulder and growls out "You better NOT be thinking about that Thorny guy with your cock still up my ass!"  Which of course made me laugh harder, but I'm shaking my head no and thinking "Man Thorny's going to freak if he knew we were talking about him so much."

So we "unlock" and I'm looking at his brown couch that now has these stains on it and I look at Jack.  I mean, I'm a little nervous now.  What's the next step?  So he asks if I want to shower and I'm thinking okay this is it, the novelty has worn off he's done so I just sort of nod.  He walks over, picks me up (because all of that fucking had my hip aching bad) and he's walking all funny (and I SWEAR I laughed in my head) and takes me to the bathroom.

We showered together.  Then he put me in his bed and kisses my forehead, "I'll be right back baby, I'm going to grab your stuff and clean off the couch.  You can watch tv if you want."  He walks out and I sort of lay back with this sigh.  I am content...somewhat.  So I turn on the tv and wait for him.  I don't know what I watched to tell you the truth, but he brings my stuff in and I ask for my laptop.  He gives it to me and I plug it in and he goes to the kitchen and brings back two bottles of water, a bottle of red wine (I don't remember what kind), two glasses, and he's holding a bag of pretzels in his mouth.  I just sort of stared at him.

Me: "Is that some sort of weird gay post-sex snack or something?"

He blinks at me and grins after shaking his head.  He climbs in bed with me and pulls me to him.

Jack: "Nah, just a grab whatever looks interesting post-sex snack."

I nod and then open On Fire.  "Ready?" I ask and he looks down.  He sees that it's a book and he bursts out laughing.

Jack: You're not going to give this up are you?
Me: If you want some more of this (I grab my strap-on: Yeah the shower was interesting, Jack washed LBV while it was still attacked and I pulled it away to wash the rest of me while he rinsed off the front of him.  He did wash the girls though.  He kept bouncing them for some reason.  *shakes head* Weirdo), you're going to have to read some naughty gay romance books.
Jack: (sighs) Fine
Me: Or I can read them to you
Jack: That sounds better.

So I started reading to him.  I don't know what it is about that book but for some reason the first time that Sam and Rob are getting it on (around page 13 or so) Jack's all over me, he's pushing the laptop away and he's kissing me and got his hands all on my tits then around to my ass.  He's squeezing them and spanking them a little and then he grabs the lube and looks down at me.  I just smiled and said "HELL YEAH!!"  Then I got to suck his cock (Again MMMmmmmmm) and then he fucked me (yes, my ass people, DUH!  LOL).

Anyway, I remember having to walk to the bathroom to do some "clean-up" thinking about how our earlier shower was a waste, thinking about how funny I had to look walking, and I'm laughing again and I hear Jack behind me: "What?"

Me: I don't think I write about this in my books
Jack: About what?
Me: The sort of full, pressure feeling afterwards
Jack: Who wants to read about that?
Me: But it's real life.
Jack: Yeah......

That was the end of the conversation.  We went back to bed and I did just like I do at home, slept in the nude with my strap on still on.  Jack slept spooned up behind me.  It was SO nice.

So when we got up this morning before he went out for breakfast I was already up and reading the responses that some of you left on my post yesterday and he's reading over my shoulder like: Wow, these people are like fierce over you.

Which made me smile because you guys are.  Then I let him read the messages between me and the friend in question and he nodded and said "Good.  I'm glad he apologized and appreciates you and offered an explanation."  So I sort of look at him, "You're kind of fierce over me too huh?"

"Well, I'm a possessive boyfriend and I'm not going to let anyone take my baby for granted.  You're my man and I'm gonna look out for you."

I'm sort of looking at him in shock.  Say what now?  I'm still thinking about that statement.

Anyway, that brings us to where we are now, Jack's in bed next to me eating pancakes, eggs and sausage from McDonald's.  I have pancakes sausage and hashbrowns on the nightstand next to me, we both have coffee and we're watching LOGO TV(I told him my secret dream to work there in some capacity or to write a movie or something for them).  He wants to say hi so I'm going to let him say hi to you all (we're not there for him to be a part of my blog permanently but he can say hi.  So here he is):



Hey everyone.  My name is Jackson.  Everyone calls me Jack, but Vic says you guys know that.  I just want to say hi and sorta introduce myself.  Thank you to those who told him to give me another chance and to those of you who gave him advice about our date or supported him.  He's really amazing and I've heard about a lot of you all (although there are a few names that come up a lot-Vic's little brothers? Thorny and Matt) and you all seem really nice.  So, nice to meet all of you.                 Jackson



LOL.  His hands were shaking!!  He's so cute!!  He was asking me "Is that okay?  What do I say?"  Then he's like: It is Thorny and Matt that are your little brothers right?  They're not your crush?  Hahaha!!  Anyway, we're going to get back to watching whatever this is and read some more of On Fire and then go out to the beach out in St. Pete and have lunch.  He asked me to stay the weekend so I am.  I'm so extremely satisfied.  So much in fact that I really want to just go back to sleep.  LOL.

Talk to you folks later!

{HUGZ AND SQUEEZES AND FIST BUMPS}

Vic/Vee

Can I Join the Picnic?

I saw these guys and really wanted to write a story about them.  After I drooled over them for a while.  Nice. I just have to stop drooling enough to finish letting the story form.

Inconceivable: Part Ten-NSFW

Part Ten:  



Tommy glanced over at Ton. Why the hell was the man looking at him like he was an alien from another planet? He may be a crossdresser but Ton was the damn wolf shifter! Lifting his eyebrows in confusion, he watched as his mate visibly shook himself out of his mental stupor and then gestured for him to come to his side. Tommy walked over to him and stood in front of the larger man with a look of hesitation.
"We have to figure out what our next plan of action is going to be beautiful," Ton said before leaning over to kiss Tommy's forehead. Tommy moaned and pressed himself closer, for once annoyed by the falsies in his bra that prevented him from feeling his mate's chest pressed against his own.
"We can always just leave and he'll never find us," Tommy murmured into Ton's chest. He heard Richard gasp and he turned to look at his best friend with a lift of his left eyebrow in a silent question.
"So you'd do that? Just tuck tail and run? Let Adam win again? He already had you living in fear in your heavily guarded apartment. He had you breathing scared. Now you're talking about running away again?" Richard shook his head and Tommy didn't know if his best friend was disappointed or disgusted with him, but either way, he felt awful. He wanted to apologize and tell Richard that he didn't mean it. The problem was...he DID mean it. He'd do anything to protect Ton. Even if the other man was almost two or three times bigger than he was in height and weight. Ton was his mate and it was his job, his right, to keep him safe at all cost. Richard was mated himself. He was also desperately in love with his mate Vet. Tommy wasn't quite there yet, he wasn't sure he ever would be. He liked Ton just fine, so it wasn't that. It was just that, he didn't really know the larger wolf all that well and how could you love someone that you didn't even know? Besides, he wasn't some twink from one of those romance novels that he had on his Kindle and Ton wasn't one of those large, dominant wolf shape shifters who sweep their mates off their feet, claim them and then after one really good night in bed they're declaring their love for each other. He liked Ton, he really did, it was just that the last man that he had thought he was in love with had beat him to a bloody pulp. He knew that Ton would cut off his own arm before he would ever lift it in anger to him, but he was still a little gun shy on this second go-round with love.
He was committed to Ton though. Knew that he couldn't live without him, wouldn't be able to function if he wasn't waking up in his big cowboy's arms every morning, even if moments before he'd been thinking about leaving him. That wasn't love though. That gnawing ache in his chest at the thought of never seeing his mate again. The feeling of lightheadedness that he felt whenever Ton smiled at him or kissed him. The fact that all he wanted out of life at this point was for Ton to be happy and safe. The need, the pressing, insistent need to always be with Ton. The clawing hunger for him, his time, his laughter, his body. None of those things meant that he was in love with his mate. They just meant that he'd accepted their mating, right? It wasn't that he did think he could love Ton, he was well aware that he could, but he didn't think that Ton would ever love him back and he had made a promise to himself that he wouldn't be in love alone ever again. So since he knew that Ton didn't love him, then there was no way that he could be in love with the other man, could he? He nodded his head mentally. He wasn't in love with him...was he?


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Hours later everyone had left. Vet had set up guard duty with the members of the pack that lived and worked on the ranch and had sent some pack members out into the town to see if anyone had noticed a stranger lurking around, or if a stranger had been asking any questions. Someone had to have told Adam where Tommy was living at. The Tate Ranch was on the edge of town, on a very large parcel of land that was not easily noticeable from the road. Vet's ancestors had done that on purpose, in order to protect the pack from prying human eyes, so even if Adam had driven up and down the street he wouldn't have been able to find the ranch unless someone had told him exactly where to look. Ton was grateful to his pack and his alpha for doing what they could to protect his mate, but he knew that in the end, the demise of Adam Quinn was going to be his alone.
He sighed as he walked back into the master bedroom, his mind formulating and discarding plans for finding Adam and ending his life of terror and fear in his mate's life. His thoughts jumbled and then cut off completely when he walked into the bedroom fully. Tommy was bent over at the waist, his long black hair falling to the side, his pale skin gleaming, the globes of his ass thrust upwards as he took off his heels and then his jeans. Ton heard his harsh breathing in his own ears and he knew then that no one was going to take his mate from him, because he'd never had such a visceral reaction to anyone before. Without another thought or a word to Tommy, he walked quickly to the smaller man and knelt behind him, his large tanned hands contrasting seductively with the pale white skin of Tommy's ass as he pulled the cheeks apart and first ran his nose up the crease of his mate's ass from the skin behind his balls up to the base of his spine. He growled at the slightly musky smell of his mate. He could still smell himself on the other man and it made his wolf want to howl in triumph and pride that his mate wore his scent and had he not wanted his mate so much, he would done just that, instead he stuck out his tongue and drew it down his mate's crease in the opposite direction that his nose had just taken.
"Oh. Gods," he heard Tommy's shaking voice as his body flushed a beautiful light pink color as arousal rushed through his system. Ton growled low again and with the tip of his tongue tasted the outside of his mate's puckered entrance. Licking from one side of the clenching hole to the fleshy meat of one ass cheek, Ton bit down on his mate's ass lightly. He grinned wolfishly as Tommy's body jerked in pleasure and he squeaked like a mouse before moaning in delight. Tracing his tongue over his mate's entire cheek, he then licked and nibbled his way back to the hole that seemed to be clenching and releasing as if it were trying to speak and beg for something. Deciding to give it what it was so desperately asking for, Ton stuck the tip of his tongue gently inside of the clenching hole, twin groans of pleasure coming from both him and Tommy. Ton felt the ring of Tommy's ass squeeze his tongue as if trying to pull the intruding muscle deep within itself and never let go. Wiggling his tongue, he slowly pulled it out before tracing to the other side of Tommy's ass and repeating the process. He returned his tongue back to his mate's hot, velvet channel and began to simulate with his tongue what his large, aching cock was going to be doing soon. With one hand holding onto Tommy's hip, he moved the other hand up over the smaller man's balls, squeezing them gently, tracing over them with the tip of his fingernail. He distantly heard the sound of Tommy's panting cry for more, for him to do something, for Ton to stop teasing him and fuck him already. If Tommy could still talk then he wasn't doing something right.
Pulling his tongue out of Tommy's ass and giving it one last lick, the taste of his mate embedded on his tongue, one of the best things he'd ever tasted, he turned Tommy to face him. Without a word to Tommy, without looking up, he opened his mouth and swallowed down Tommy's leaking erection. He wanted to grin when he heard Tommy's own distinctly human howl and felt his long, slim fingers clutching the back of his head. Reaching out with both hands, he held on to Tommy's torso and lifted him as he stood, the smaller man's cock still in his mouth.
"OH GOD TON!! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU-NNNGGGHH!" Tommy yelled and then moaned as he felt himself hoisted in the air. Ton shifted his mate's legs over his shoulders and continued to suck his cock. He felt Tommy grab the back of his head frantically, his hips trying to move desperately, wanting to fuck his mouth and felt the other man's balls begin to draw up towards his body. As much as he wanted the taste of his mate's seed to coat his tongue he wanted to feel him come around his cock. Taking a few steps to the wall next to the tallboy dresser, he pressed Tommy against the wall and released his cock. He heard the smaller man whine and plead for him to make him come and he ignored him as he stuck out his right hand to the top of the dresser to grab the lube that they'd placed there. Looking back at his mate, his eyes dark with passion, a dazed look of arousal stamped on his face, he felt his own whine come up out of his chest. He wish that he could pound into the man without any preparation, but he knew that wasn't possible. Pressing his head against Tommy's stomach, licking the abs that were displayed prominently there, he opened the bottle of lube and poured some over his fingers. Rubbing the cool liquid between his fingers to warm it up, he placed one finger at the entrance to his mate's channel and tapped the clenching hole for a moment, listening to the other man moan, feeling him shift. Without another thought he sucked in Tommy's cock as he rubbed one finger around the other man's hole before pushing it in.
His tongue swirled around his mate's cock which was now leaking copious amounts of pre-cum, he lowered his head to the base of Tommy's cock and sucked hard, his cheeks hollowing as he came back up, at the same time he pushed in two fingers. He felt Tommy's clenching hole slowly relax even as the slit at the head of his cock released even more salty sweet liquid. His mate's seed always tasted a lot sweeter than any other man's that he'd tasted. He wondered why that was. Hearing Tommy whine even more, he knew he needed to return his full attention back to what he was doing. Pressing in three fingers he began to thrust his digits within his mate's ass faster and harder, the sound of his palm slapping up against the skin of Tommy's balls turning him on even more. He felt his cock leaking pre-cum onto the carpet and knew that if he didn't get inside of his mate soon he was going to to come all over the wall.
Pulling his mouth off of his mate's erection he looked up at the other man. "I can't wait any longer baby," he rasped out as he poured copious amounts of lube over his throbbing cock. He saw Tommy nod, his hands caressing his head and jaw as he was slowly lowered down the wall. Ton felt his heart clench in his chest at his mate's tender touch and swallowed thickly against the emotion rising in his throat. With his cock pressing against the loosened entrance of his mate's ass, he slowly pressed inside. When the head of his cock rested within the other man's ass, he paused and groaned, leaning his head forward and resting it on the wall beside Tommy's head waiting for the other man's muscles to relax. He slowly pressed deeper and deeper inside until he bottomed out, his groin pressed against the delicious globes of his mate's ass. When he felt Tommy's lips on his temple he pulled out slowly before thrusting back in. He heard his mate's gasp and repeated the movement, his hands gripping the smaller man's waist, leaving bruises in his tight grip.
"F-f-fuuuucccckkk," Tommy moaned out and then Ton knew he was ready. Spreading his legs and planting his feet he began to thrust up into his mate deeper and harder with each thrust until he was pounding into the other man's ass. Neither one of them could speak. All coherent thought, all language, all words flowing from their ears, their brains melted under the onslaught of their passion, the heat that blazed out of control as they kissed, their tongues twisting and battling for control in each of their mouths. He felt Tommy's arms wrap around his shoulders as tightly as his legs were wrapped around his hips and he thrust deeper, shifting the angle of his thrust until he felt the ridge at the head of his dick graze the bundle of nerves in Tommy's ass.
"OH GODS!" he heard Tommy scream as he pegged his prostate again and again. His thrusts on point and causing a cacophony of sounds to burst forth from his mate's lips. Nothing coherent came out of his mouth, he babbled a stream of pleas, demands, moans, groans, sobs and cries of Ton's names and Ton felt himself swell even bigger within his mate's ass at the knowledge that his mate was so turned on that he was being fucked stupid. No sooner had that thought come to his mind, the pride swelling in his chest than that pride shifted and became a blazing inferno of want, of need and desire, a yearning for something, something more. There was something that he needed. He was on the cusp of the greatest orgasm he'd ever had and he knew that Tommy was as well, both of them hanging on by a thread but neither of them falling over. He felt his canines lengthen and knew that he had to bite his mate again, had to claim him once more.
So, without another thought he lowered his mouth to his mate's neck and licked the mating mark that could still be seen there. He felt Tommy shiver and then growled as he saw his mate tilt his head to the side, baring his neck in a sign of submission. With a loud, audible, animalistic snarl and growl he struck and sank his teeth into his mate's neck, right over the mating mark that was already there. As his mate's sweet blood washed over his tongue, Ton jerked his hips as if struck by lightning. The ground shook, winds blew, he felt his heart stop in his chest as his world was flipped on its axis. He could taste his mate's rapture, his bliss at being joined in that way with him. He could taste Tommy's desire, his own blazing orgasm as he too was pushed over the edge, pulled under by the power of their mating, but there was something else there, a deeper, more powerful emotion, one that wrapped around his heart and squeezed it. An emotion that warmed him from the inside out but also zipped through his entire being until he withdrew his teeth, licked the wound closed and with one final thrust thew himself into the wind of their joining. He howled Tommy's name, his head thrown back, his eyes squeezed shut tightly, his hips losing their rhythm as he continued to thrust through his orgasm until he felt Tommy come apart in his arms again, with him following him into a second orgasm, no less intense, though his seed only dribbled out of the top of his still hard cock.
His legs shook from the force of his orgasm. His knees buckled and he barely had the presence of mind to lower himself first to his knees, still pressed within his lover, before he tilted to the side, Tommy's arms and legs still clutching him desperately, his cock still deep within the smaller man. They panted, gasping for breath as their hearts beat out a staccato rhythm before beginning to slow down. Ton felt the flush of desire and arousal slowly leave his body and that of his mate's as he felt his cock soften within the other man's ass before slowly sliding out. So relaxed and exhausted was Tommy that with a small burst of air, he expelled the evidence of Ton's completion, the white fluid leaking from his hole to stain the blue carpet. Ton felt Tommy's seed cooling on his stomach and chest and the bottom of his chin where it had splattered as the other man found his release and he looked over at Tommy and saw that he too was covered in his own spunk, some of it had even gotten into his hair. Rolling over towards his mate, he began to clean him with his tongue, swiping up the vestiges of the other man's ejaculate. He swallowed some, moaning at the taste of his mate's seed, it's flavor like ambrosia to his senses. He licked up the rest and then leaning over his almost comatose man he kissed him deeply sharing Tommy's seed between the two of them.
When the need for air overwhelmed them both, Ton pulled away and stared down at his mate. Tommy was so beautiful to him, his black hair was mussed, spread out underneath him on the floor, his lips red and swollen from his kisses and from the smaller man biting them to contain his expressions of pleasure, his body still flushed from their shared desire. His pale, thin cock resting limply on his stomach, his legs spread open, his ass leaking Ton's seed. He looked thoroughly debauched and seduced. He looked gorgeous. Ton felt that feeling grip his chest again and wondered at it. Was he having a heart attack? Shifters didn't usually suffer from such a human disorder, but that wasn't to say that he wouldn't be the first. Blinking his eyes rapidly at the burn at the back of them, he felt his throat close up with emotion as he thought about leaving his mate. He wouldn't do it. He wouldn't leave him. Looking back down at his mate, he saw the softest, sweetest, most tender expression on the other man's face and felt his own face soften into the same expression. Tommy lifted his hand and rested it upon his cheek and he nuzzled into it before looking the other man in the eye.
"I love you," he heard Tommy whisper and without another word being spoken between them, Ton lifted the man into his arms and kissed him with all of the emotion inside of him that he was still to afraid of to name, but ones that he knew his mate understood and knew of anyway.

Happy Gay Day!!

So I was told that today is Gay Day.

I would like to wish everyone a very Happy Gay Day and in honor of Gay Day, if you're gay and in a committed relationship, make mad passionate love to your partner, if you're gay and NOT in a committed relationship...today is the day to find someone.

If you're NOT gay....well, today is the day you can be gay (go on, you know you want to) and get away with it and if someone asks you why you're having hot, monkey sex with someone of the same gender when you're NOT gay, you say: Well I'm not Martin Luther King Jr and I celebrate his day!  LOL.

Today is a day of celebrating love (more so than stinkin' Valentine's Day-I say this until I have me someone on Valentine's Day), all love.  So go out there and BE GAY!

Unthinkable: Part Nine-NSFW

Part Nine:


     Mornings came way too fucking early in Texas.  Richard yawned as he turned to walk down the stairs to the kitchen to make breakfast for his big hunky cowboy.  He scratched his toned belly as he took the first step and then screamed when he felt two strong arms wrap around him, a hand pressed against his mouth.
     "Don't scream or you'll wake your precious babies," a deep raspy voice said behind him and Richard shivered in fear.  He nodded to let the person behind him know that he understood.  "We're going to go downstairs now, real nice and easy like, no noise, you got me?" the man said and Richard nodded again.  He wondered where Vet was and if his man was alright.
     Vet?  Are you okay? he questioned the other man through their mental link.  He walked in front of the intruder down the stairs and towards the kitchen.
     I'm fine why? he heard Vet respond and sighed in relief.  He walked into the kitchen and attempted to think of a way to get rid of the other man.
     There's a man in the house, I don't know where he's taking me, but-Richard's words to his mate stopped when the man behind him grabbed him to pull him close to his big, hard boy, his thick erection pressed to his back.
     "He's taking you into the kitchen so he can fuck you on the counter before he goes to work," he heard Vet's voice from directly behind him and with a gasp he whirled around to stare at his mate.
     "Vet?!"  Unable to say anything else or to ask his mate why he was lurking around and scaring the shit out of him in the dark, he grunted when Vet lifted him up into his arms, pressing their lips together in a sensual kiss.  Richard felt his eyes drift close as passion washed over him.  His eyes opened as he felt himself being seated upon a hard surface and he realized that Vet had sat him on top of the kitchen counter.  He smiled at the look of dazed passion in the other man's eyes and with deft fingers unbuttoned the other man's red checkered shirt.
     "So are you making up for last night?" he questioned as he leaned forward to allow his lips and tongue to slowly kiss and taste the clean flavor of his mate's neck.  He felt Vet nod and knew at that moment exactly what the bigger man needed.  He rubbed his lips along the tendons in the bigger man's neck over his collarbone and with his hands pushed off his shirt.  He slid his fingers up both arms, tracing and caressing the hard muscles that were obtained not from a gym but from a day of honest, hard work.  The muscles in his arms, his biceps, hell even the ones in his shoulders were so firm and hard that Richard heard himself whimper at the feel of them.  He pulled Vet closer and kissed one shoulder deeply, before opening his mouth and licking the muscle there.  He heard Vet groan as he continued to lave open mouth kisses over his shoulder before moving to his biceps, his arms and down to his fingers, making sure to taste the skin there as well.
     Vet's harsh breathing sounded in his ear and he felt as the larger man's hands gripped the legs of his pajama pants and ball them up into his clenched fists.  He drifted his lips over to Vet's neglected shoulder and repeated his attentions there, the whole while his fingers touched and caressed Vet's face, his hair, his chest, pinching the hardened brown nipples and down to caress his firm 8-pack abs.  He was in love with Vet's body, he hissed as Vet pulled him up flush against his body as he took his lips in a hard crushing kiss, the sparse hair on his chest rubbing against him delightfully.  He drifted his hands down the planes of Vet's wide and firm back, pressing himself against the man intimately, all thoughts of seducing the other man, dragging out their lovemaking fleeing in the presence of the other man's desire for him.
     "I need to be inside of you baby," he heard Vet's voice, deep and rumbling with uncompromising need.  He nodded and felt Vet frantically pull down his pajama pants before stepping between his open legs.  He reached down and opened the button fly on Vet's jeans, taking special care not to bruise or injure the hardened object within them as he unzipped the pants.
     "Damn Wranglers," he grumbled before squeaking in surprise when Vet gave him a small nip on his shoulder.  "What the hell?" he pouted.
     "We don't talk bad about Wrangler jeans here in the South," Vet grinned before pulling out a bottle of lube that he kept in a drawer in the kitchen.
     "You always keep lube in the kitchen drawer?" Richard asked, feeling a small twinge of jealousy that perhaps his mate had been in this position before.
    Vet gave him a lopsided grin, "If you check, there's lube in every room except for the nursery.  My sister and brother-in-law were insatiable, so are Ton and some of the other guys who stay here from time to time."  Vet grinned before grabbing Richard's legs and pulling him until his ass hung off the edge of the granite countertop.  With another smile Vet lowered his head and spread wide the cheeks of Richard's ass.  With a loud moan Richard lay back fully onto the counter.  Reaching down he pulled his knees up towards his chest, holding onto the backs of his knees as he felt Richard's long, wide tongue licking around his puckered entrance.
     "Fuck!  Is everything on you big and long?" he groaned out and heard Vet chuckle seconds before pressing his "big and long" tongue deep within him.  It was too much, it wasn't enough, and most of all, he wasn't anywhere close to touching what Richard really wanted him to touch.  "Dammit Vet!" he growled, his feet extending into points and stretching back as his body was wracked with desire.  When Vet stood to his feet, he wasn't sure whether to whine at the loss of his tongue deep within his ass or sigh with happiness that he was finally going to be filled with the cowboy's hard shaft.
     As he felt Vet slowly push within him he settled for sighing.  He'd bottomed and topped different times in his life before but there was something about feeling Vet's cock in his ass.  He felt so full, not just physically, but emotionally as well.  He tilted his head back as he felt Vet pull his legs over his shoulders and press deep within him.  With a deep moan, Vet began to thrust into him and Richard felt the fabric of the older man's jeans and he whimpered in lustful need.  There was something about knowing that he was completely naked, laying on the kitchen counter being fucked by Vet when the man had been unable or unwilling to wait until he was completely naked himself before thrusting his cock in his ass.
     He wrapped his hands behind Vet's neck and pulled his lips down to meet his own.  Their tongues dueled, twisting around each other, Vet's tongue thrusting in and out of his mouth, mimicking the movements of his cock to Richard's ass.  Bringing one hand down from behind his mate's neck, he grabbed his leaking cock and began to pump his erection in time with Vet's thrusts.  It wasn't long before he felt the muscles in his ass tighten with his approaching orgasm and felt Vet's thrusts speed up.
     "That's right baby.  Come for me.  Cover me in your come," Vet growled in him before licking the mating mark on his neck and with a surprised shout Richard felt his seed explode from the slit in the top of his cock.
     "Oh fuck you're so hot baby," he heard Vet's voice as if from a distance and music...sort of like Lady Gaga's "Edge of Glory" and he knew that this was the best orgasm he'd ever had before in his life.  He felt Vet thrust once, twice, three times before coming deep in his ass, the muscles in his ass still trembling and clenching as if trying to milk Vet's cock of every drop.
     "Shit," he heard and with a gasp he and Vet turned to the kitchen doorway to see Anton, dressed in a pair of Wranglers, brown boots, and a grey shirt that looked stretched to its limit over his wide chest, and his friend Tommy, dressed in a pair of boots, a tight pair of jeans, a green silk shirt, tied in the front, above his belly button, both men standing there with their mouths hanging wide open.
     "You guys are fucking hot!  If this is how cowboys do it in Texas then I should really consider moving," Tommy said cheekily and Richard groaned in the face of his friend's amusement.
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     "I called you when we pulled up to make sure you were awake," Tommy teased Richard as he followed the now dressed man around the nursery as he changed the babies.  Vet had made Ton show Tommy to an empty bedroom and the two of them had hastily gotten dressed.  He'd walked funny as he hurried up the stairs to their bathroom to do some major cleanup...and to get over his embarrassment.  Vet had done a quick cleanup in the half bath next to the kitchen, before wiping down the counter with bleach.  The four of them had eaten a quick breakfast of eggs, toast and sausage, with Tommy and Ton sharing heated looks with each other and amused remarks with him and Vet.  He hadn't been able to look Vet in the eyes since.
     "I didn't realize that was my phone I heard.  I thought it was something else..." Richard hedged as he handed Curt a bottle before moving to RJ's crib to change and feed him.
     "What else could it have been?  Oh.  My.  God!  You thought you heard music when you were shooting your load all over him didn't you?" Tommy squealed in delight.  "You are totally falling for the big cowboy aren't you?"
     Richard shrugged and smiled down at the gurgling baby on the table.  "So what if I am?  We're going to be raising these babies together and besides we've already sort of committed to each other...sorta," he mumbled.
     "What the hell?  Richie!  You just met the man!  I mean, I'll give it to you, he is one sexy ass man and his cock is UH-MAY-ZING, but is that enough for you to be talking forever with someone you haven't even known for two months?" Tommy questioned him.
     Tommy had always been the voice of reason in his life, but how could he explain this to him?  The whole mates, wolf shape shifter, fate thing?  He could barely wrap his own mind around it.
     "When you know, you know Tommy.  That's the only thing I can tell you," he deferred before turning to stare at the other man.  "Love, commitment, it's not rational.  It doesn't follow a set of rules.  It doesn't care about race, gender, education, time, what's rational or irrational, age, it doesn't care about the natural, the supernatural, the normal or the paranormal.  Love is just love and when you fall in love with someone, you don't let that go because it doesn't fit in with someone else's ideas about what love looks like.  If you do, you don't deserve to have it in the first place."
     Tommy stared at him, his eyes wide, his mouth hanging open.  Richard grinned at him, his back to the doorway as he waited for his best friend to speak.  He knew that he'd shocked him, he'd sort of shocked himself, but he meant every word he'd said.
     "Are you saying that you love this guy?" he finally asked.
     "That's a question I'd like the answer to as well," Vet responded from the doorway, his eyes wet with tears and Richard realized that he must have heard the whole thing.  Knowing that it was impossible for him to speak anymore he merely nodded his head in his mate's direction and tilted his head to accept the kiss the bigger man pressed upon his lips when he rushed over to him and swept him into his arms.  It was the sweetest kiss he'd ever had in his life.