Showing posts with label the alpha king. Show all posts
Showing posts with label the alpha king. Show all posts

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Physical Therapy and The Alpha King-NSFW

Yay I have physical therapy today! (Note the sarcasm) Which means I will be 


surrounded by sweaty military men, all grunting and hissing and groaning.....wait a 


minute. This is a HAPPY occasion!! Plus I get a few hours of uninterrupted "vocal 


writing" with my recorder while my physical therapist asks me if "gay men really do it 


better." LOL.  But, here's an excerpt from Passion's Hero: The Alpha King to hold you 


guys over while I'm away.  Just so you know this is a sci-fi/paranormal/hybrid male 


pregnancy m/m romance book with undertones of BDSM. So don't say you weren't 


warned.  And this excerpt is SOO NSFW!!











The next morning Tal woke up alone.  He sat up quickly and looked around for Blaze, concerned that perhaps it was all a dream, his eyes took in the décor of his royal bedroom, seconds before his stomach began roiling and he leapt from the bed and rushed to the bathroom and was violently ill.  He heard the door to the sitting room open and close and then he heard voices, but he couldn’t even begin to be concerned about who was there and who they were looking for, he was too busy throwing up everything he’d ever eaten in his life…and a few vital internal organs as well.  He was so grateful when it ended that after flushing, he laid his flushed face against the cold floor tile and whispered prayers of thanks to The One, The Two, The Three, The Four, every, single numbered deity up until ten.  He heard footsteps and then his mate’s deep throaty chuckle.
“I came to see if you wanted breakfast in bed or out at the table in the sitting room, or even downstairs in the formal dining room with the others that live here in the palace, but perhaps you would rather I brought it into the bathroom for you and served it on the floor?” Blaze asked, amusement evident in his voice.
“Shut the hell up you mangy wolf and help me to the bed,” Tal grumbled miserably, groaning as Blaze walked over and lifted him into his arms.  “Where were you?  I woke up and you weren’t there.”
“I had an early morning meeting with some of the Elders and leaders of the different branches of my kingdom,” Blaze said before placing Tal upon the bed gently.
Tal gasped.  “Was I supposed to be there?” He asked, worried that he’d already screwed up in his duties as Alpha…Mate.  Yeah, he liked that title much better, he’d have to remember to suggest it to Blaze so that it could be changed on the books.
Blaze chuckled.  “No, babe, you never sit in on what is pretty much considered a diplomatic meeting, mostly you are only in meetings that deal with Tumaro only.”
Tal watched as Blaze walked back into the sitting room, presumably to get food or to call for it, and thought about what his mate had just said to him.  Indignation flooded his body and he shoved back the covers on the bed and hurriedly pulled on the first pair of pants that he could find and pulled on the first shirt, both were lying on top of the large oak trunk that sat at the foot of their bed…and both belonged to Blaze, which meant that Tal was swimming in them.  He was pretty sure that he looked like a little boy playing dress up in his father’s clothes but he didn’t care in that moment, he had a bone to pick with his mate and his entire antiquated thought process.  With one hand holding up the oversized pants he stormed into the sitting room, ignoring the others that sat there, his eyes focusing in on his mate who stood at the travel food cart preparing a plate for him.
“So wait, let me make sure I’m understanding this correctly.  As the Alpha Queen I am your equal in all things dealing with our people, the Tumarons, but I’m not important enough, or smart enough, to deal with matters of the galaxy?  What sort of fucked up bullshit is that Blaze?  Anything that happens in the galaxy affects Tumaro, which means that I should be in every, single, fucking meeting from here until the day I fucking die as the fucking Alpha Queen and your fucking MATE!” he yelled, his chest heaving, anger flooding his being as he faced his mate.
“Maybe we should go,” Tal heard a hesitant voice say and he turned to see who was in the room, groaning mentally as he saw Buck, Percy, Elder Mailon, Josie, Gregor, Rico, and another man who seemed to be staring at his stomach intensely.
“Hi guys.  Sorry about that, um, pregnancy…um…hormones.  You know carrying a full load inside of me, they’ve got my body all haywire and woo-wee-woo-wee,” he laughed making the noise used for a mentally unstable person and began to slowly back away from the room towards the door.  “You all stay.  I’ll go into the other room and hang myself from the embarrassment.”  Without another word he turned and raced back into the bedroom, Blaze fast on his heels, stopping to address their guests.
He heard his mate utter a quick word of apology and heard everyone leave, Elder Mailon saying a final statement before he left also.  As Tal waited for his mate to finally appear he realized that he should probably talk to his old friend and see if he could call him “Mails” like he’d been calling him since they were kids.  He paced back and forth in the middle of the room, wringing his hands together and biting his lower lip nervously.  He looked up when Blaze entered the bedroom and closed the door firmly.  He swallowed when the other man twisted the lock on the door and began to stalk him across the room.  He looked at Blaze’s face and tried to see if he could see if the other man was upset with him or if maybe, just maybe, he was just annoyed.
“We had a conversation when we first mated about my needing to be respected in front of my people.  Do you remember that conversation Talon?” Blaze asked menacingly and Tal could do nothing but nod.
“Do you think that what you just did was helping me to be respected in front of them?” Blaze asked as he stepped over to the trunk at the foot of the bed.  Tal swallowed thickly as he wondered what was in the trunk and if it was going to hurt him.  Did Tumarons beat their mates when they were upset?
“I’m not going to beat you,” he heard Blaze responded with a mild chuckle.  He then turned around and Tal saw what the bigger man held in his hands.  In one hand he held a blindfold, two pairs of leather restraints, and a silk tie, in the other hand he held a small paddle.  “I am going to discipline you, however.”  Tal felt himself shiver, though from arousal or fear he wasn’t too sure.
Tal looked at the items in his mate’s hands and then back up at his mate.  He and Blaze had never tried this before and Tal had never really considered himself really into the whole dominant/subservient game, scene, whatever it was called.  However, a part of him must really like it, he looked down at his traitorous cock, moments before the organ in question left a very apparent wet spot on the front of Blaze’s pants.  Tal watched as Blaze’s nostrils flared and his eyes closed as he savored the smell of something.  Tal wondered what it was.
“I can smell your arousal from here love and it smells…delicious, absolutely, delicious,” Blaze stated having heard Tal’s unspoken question in his mind.
“Really?” Tal breathed as Blaze walked closer to him.  Tal released his hold on the pants around his waist and felt them fall to the floor seconds before he reached up around his mate’s neck and pulled the larger man’s head down to his own.
We don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, love.  If you don’t want to do this, we don’t have to, he heard Blaze’s voice in his head, he pulled away and looked into Blaze’s eyes.
“I want to,” and those were the last words he said without being prompted for the next hour.

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Blaze shivered at his mate’s acceptance before allowing that Dominant headspace to fill his mind.  He stepped away from Tal and gave him a stern glare.
“I want all of your clothes off and you up on that bed, with your arms and legs spread, on your stomach, in two minutes,” he said, his voice filled with authority and dominance and then smirked as he saw his mate rush to do his bidding.
Oh, he so was going to enjoy this.  There was something that he’d been wanting to do since the first time he and Tal had mated and he fully planned on taking advantage of this opportunity to do it right then.  He watched with barely concealed amusement as Tal rushed to pull off his clothes, tossing them all over the room and slowly began peeling off his own clothes.  When he finished he sauntered slowly over towards the bed, seeing Tal quiver with excitement.  Dropping one hand to the back of his mate’s leg, he slowly ran his fingertips up the other man’s muscled thigh, over his firm left butt cheek, over the left side of his back and up his arm to his wrist, hearing Tal’s breath quicken with his arousal.  Blaze inhaled deeply and his eyes slid closed as the smell of his mate’s pre-cum filled his nostrils.  Tal’s cock was already leaking and they hadn’t even done anything yet.
Taking Tal’s left wrist in hand he fasted one end of the electronic cuffs to the metal fastening that he had concealed in the headboard and heard Tal gasp.
“You never noticed that before did you baby?” He asked with a grin.  He saw Tal’s head shake and he pulled back his hand and brought it down firmly on his mate’s backside.  Tal yelped and his body jerked.  Blaze saw his handprint on his mate’s ass and felt a fierce growl rumble up from his chest as another sign of his claim on his mate appeared.  When he saw Tal’s hand come back to cover the abused flesh, he spanked his ass again and growled audibly.
“When I ask you a question, Talon, I want a verbal reply, and you don’t move unless I tell you to.  Do you understand me mate?” Blaze asked, his voice pitched low.
“Y-yes Blaze,” Tal responded.  Blaze brought his hand back down upon his mate’s ass again.  “SIR!  Y-yes sir!” Tal corrected and Blaze grinned.
“Good job baby,” Blaze praised his mate before walking around to the other side of the bed and fastening Tal’s other hand in the other pair of cuffs.   He stroked the stretched skin of Tal’s arms and smoothed his hand down over the planes of his back and over the globes of his tight ass.  Scions he loved the way his mate’s skin felt.  Drawing his fingers lightly down to his mate’s ankles, he pushed and prodded Tal until the younger man rested on his knees, his chest pressed against the bed, his arms spread with his wrists shackled to the headboard and his ankles were bound to the footboard.
Blaze stepped back to look at his handiwork, his eyes continuously drifting up to the sight of his red handprint directly on his mate’s ass and felt a small shiver of delight course through him.  He stepped forward until he could reach the globes of Tal’s ass with no hardship and taking one firm butt cheek in each hand he spread the globes apart and bent over to blow across the pink star that seemed to wink at him.  Delighting in the shiver that wracked Tal’s body he blew once more before sticking out his tongue and dragging it across the tense flesh.  Tal’s moan fueled his own desire and he leaned forward to lick again.
“Scion you taste so good baby,” Blaze groaned before he reapplied himself to the task of licking and sucking on Tal’s hole.  He felt the sphincter begin to relax and pointed his tongue before easing it inside of him.  Happy that he was the Alpha Male and thereby able to shift different parts of his body at will he allowed his tongue to shift into that of his wolf’s and began to thrust the muscle in and out of Tal’s welcoming orifice, the raspy feel of his tongue obviously driving the other man crazy, if his whimpers, moans, and pleas for “more, more, more,” were anything to go by.
Blaze pulled his tongue out and brought down a swift slap to Tal’s right ass cheek.
“No talking baby,” he admonished the other man before returning to his earlier treat of eating Tal’s ass.
“Y-y-yes…s-s-sir,” Tal stammered before pressing his chest down as far as it could go into the mattress beneath him, his ass stretching upwards as if searching for something.
“Are you ready for me to fuck you mate?” Blaze asked, his voice slightly more growly than before, his hands shaking slightly as he tried to restrain himself.
“Yes sir.  Please fuck me Alpha King,” Tal pleaded.  At the sound of his title, Blaze felt his tenuous control begin to slip, so lifting up his large and leaking cock, he spit down on his cock generously before leaning forward to spit on Tal’s hole, then lifting his fingers to his libs and sucking on them, coating them with his own saliva.  Rubbing the pad of one finger around Tal’s hole, he visibly saw the Vermithian relax and with the realization that his man wanted him as much as Blaze wanted Tal, he pressed two fingers into the slightly stretched, very lubed entrance of his mate.  He heard Tal hiss, quite possibly from the burn before he thrust those fingers in and out of his mate, Tal’s cries and pleas lifting up to the sky.
Blaze felt his head spin with the sound of his mate’s pleasure and when he felt his control snap, he pulled out the four fingers he’d been thrusting inside of Tal’s ass and replaced them with the head of his cock and pressed in deeply and quickly, bottoming out inside of his mate.  Both men cried out as if in agony, though all who heard the sound throughout the palace knew that they were the sounds of lovemaking, and so, none disturbed them.
“Being inside of you is one of my favorite places to be,” he confessed as he began to fuck Tal in earnest.  The feel of Tal’s velvet channel squeezed his cock tightly as if to never let him go.  Squatting slightly he thrust deep within his mate and heard Tal’s high pitched scream and knew that he had found the other man’s prostate, adjusting his thrusts to peg the gland with every thrust, he gave into the grunts and groans that fought to explode from his chest.
Besides their groans and hisses of pleasure the room was filled with the sound of flesh slapping flesh as Blaze pounded his thickly engorged cock into his mate’s ass.
“Fuck!” he groaned as he felt the muscles of Tal’s tight opening squeeze his erection.
“Yes.  Yes!  YES!” Tal yelled and Blaze felt his mate’s sphincter clutch his dick in a tight vise as Tal gave into the pleasure overwhelming him.  His thrusts sped up as he felt his own orgasm approaching, the feeling of Tal’s ass fluttering around his shaft as the younger man rode out his orgasm, plunging him headlong into his own.  Leaning forward, his canines elongating, he pushed his cock in deeply just as he sank his teeth into Tal’s neck, marking him yet again.  He felt the tingling at the base of his spine and withdrawing his canines threw back his head and howled.  A very distinctive, very loud howl of pleasure, one heard throughout the palace.  His seed burst forth from the top of his cock and deep within his mate, copious amounts of the hot liquid flooding Tal’s insides.  It wasn’t long before Blaze felt his mating knot extend and grab hold of Tal’s prostate, the two men shuddering pleasantly through another, smaller orgasm.
“Fuucckk,” Tal groaned and Blaze couldn’t do anything but grunt in response.  After a moment had passed, Blaze felt the knot release Tal’s prostate and he pulled out his now softened cock, still covered in his release with a shudder.  He heard Tal hiss as he pulled free from his smaller mate’s body and with a grin of masculine satisfaction, Blaze walked around the bed, releasing his mate from his restraints.  When he was done he sat on the bed and gathered Tal up into his arms tightly, the other man curled up against his chest, his body still shaking slightly.
Their breaths and hearts in sync, Blaze felt his heartbeat slow and his body fill with peace.  This was where he belonged.  Right here.

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Anglania stood in the shadows of the hallway, her lip curled up in disgust as she listened to Blaze and the Vermithian having sex.  How disgusting.  Two men.  What the hell could another man give him that she couldn’t?  Not that she actually wanted the Alpha King.  He was just a pawn to what she really wanted.  The throne, the crown, the title…the money.  She shivered with arousal as she thought of all of the jewels and nice clothes that she could have.  The life that she could be, should be…would be living as the Alpha Queen.
Just as soon as she got rid of the stupid Vermithian.

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Saturday Snark-Talon Learns His New Title

So I love reading Xara X. Xanakas blog and her Saturday Snark is amazing.  So I thought that I'd try to toss my hat into the ring today.  This is a bit of snark from Passion's Hero 1: The Alpha King which is the book that I'm currently editing/rewriting and plan on submitting to either Dreamspinner Press or Siren Publishing.  DSP might be better, but we'll see.

Anyway, this is a peak into a conversation between Blaze and Tal when Tal's discovering his new title as mate to Blaze.

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“Y-Your Majesty?  Would you like me to bring anything for you and the queen?” he stammered out the question, blushing furiously when Tal raised an eyebrow in Blaze’s direction.
“Queen?” he questioned, with barely concealed annoyance.
Blaze cleared his throat nervously at the look in his mate’s eyes.  Though he was alpha and king of Tumaro, his wolf did not want to upset his mate.  He had a feeling that this time it would be unavoidable, however.
Looking both embarrassed and resigned, Blaze opened his mouth to answer his mate’s question.  “You see, love, I am king,” he hedged, trying to stall and ignoring Percy who still stood in the doorway, observing them with unconcealed curiosity.  “I am the first king to have a male mate in quite some time and the mate of the king is always called the queen, so-“
“So I’m the fucking queen?!  Seriously?  As if my being Vermithian wasn’t enough of a hang-up for me?” Tal huffed in exasperation.  “Now I’m a fucking queen?!  Blaze you better be glad that you’re hung like a horse and fuck like a dream because I tell you what, between the whole possibly being pregnant, my sister STILL being missing, you being a fucking alpha and king, and now me finding out that I’m considered the fucking alpha queen, this whole mating thing has been a bust from the start!”
Blaze cringed at his mate’s words and wondered what he could possibly do or say to make his rather angry partner a little happier and he tried to think quickly, because he didn’t know Tal well, but from the thoughts currently running through his mate’s mind, he wouldn’t put it past the other man to take off running.

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Awww...hope Blaze can figure out something, Tal doesn't seem to be too happy.
4 Days and a wake up until GRL
-Vic

Friday, October 7, 2011

Passion's Hero: The Alpha King Update & Sexy Inspiration-NSFW

I have written 34,929 words out of the 80,000 that I projected for Passion's Hero: The Alpha King.

I am taking a break right now, my mind is swirling with big burly wolf shifters, sexy twinks, space travel, other worlds, villains, steamy mansex, family drama, secrets, steamy mansex, animal hybrids, steamy mansex, pet flowers, steamy mansex, unexpected roles, steamy mansex, hidden powers, steamy mansex and steamy mansex.

So I'm answering emails, looking at some gorgeous pictures on my Tumblr, playing Sims 3, and deciding if I want to get up to get something to eat.

On the plus side, I've packed for NOLA!  Woohoo!!

I guess I'll go eat and then get back to writing.

I need INSPIRATION!!! (The first and the fourth image should be moving-in a very nice way-if not click on them I guess)





Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Prologue for Passion's Hero: The Alpha King

So I thought I'd share the Prologue for Passion's Hero: The Alpha King which is Book One of the Passion's Hero series.  When I first wrote the book it was 80,000 words, then I pared it down because I thought that it was too long and it became 24,000 words.  But apparently I'd taken out a lot that should have been left in so I'm editing and rewriting the book until it returns to its 80,000 words version, or as close as I can possibly get it.

But anyway, here is the Prologue for the book:




Prologue

“Please, we beg you.  You have to save us!” the President of the United States of America pleaded with the leaders of the Galaxy Planetary Allegiance.  He visibly trembled and Torqran, the Commander of the Planet Strawxig looked at the screen with look of apathy.  The other leaders of the GPA as well as a few advisors, Elders, and planetary leaders watched as the humans pleaded for help from the other planets.  The humans had been amazingly arrogant up until that moment, certain that they could save themselves, heal their planet, and do it all without any help from those that they termed “aliens.”  However, when all of their efforts proved fruitless and the whole of the planet only contained 300 remaining humans all from different countries, speaking different languages, having different religions and ethnicities, the human leaders finally knew that it was time to ask for help.
“We cannot survive if you don’t save us.  We can’t survive.  We need your help.  Please help us.  PLEASE!” the American President shouted into the screen and Torqran, a snake shifter, pressed the switch to stop the vid stream with the pad of his scaly-skinned finger.  With a sigh, and a brief flick of his forked tongue against his bottom lip, he shifted his finger and tongue back into their male form and turned his chair to face the rest of the leaders and those who had the ambition to become leaders, and knew that something had to be done.
“And as you know, we helped those filthy creatures.  We knew that the only way to complete eradiate them was to help them and breed them with our species in order to completely phase out the human species.  Those filthy bastards didn’t follow the protocol, however, and instead of the humans dying out, we have four new breed of humanoids and while they are little better than those filthy Earthlings that our ancestors helped centuries ago, they are a vast improvement over those sniveling, arrogant, self-destructive assholes that they once were.”  Torqran watched as everyone nodded their heads in agreement and understanding.  The humanoids were not a breed that was universally liked, but they were much better than their predecessors.  Torqran glanced up when his second-in-command, Lorthander, his secret lover and brother of his wife, walked into the back of the room and nodded.  He gave the merest hint of a nod in acknowledgment and then smiled at the rest of the room.
“As you all know the real reason we are here is because of one specific breed of humanoid,” with a nod to Lorthander, Torqran continued speaking, watching as the larger man, a warrior of Strawxig, passed out folders to everyone in attendance. “In this folder is the information we have received about a particular breed of humanoid.  The Vermithians.  While we know that their bodies adapt to that of their mates in order for them to all get pregnant and have children, we did not have the evidence years ago that we have now.  Our scientists have been studying the offspring of Vermithian parents and they have a genetic anamoly that puts them beyond their expected gifts of being able to talk with nature and animals, beyond that of being able to heal others, but there is a new strand of Vermithians whose blood is infinitely more corrupted with that of their ancestors.”
“What the hell are you trying to say Lorthander?” a voice spoke up from the back of the room, his voice low and laced with anger and annoyance.  Lorthander knew who it was, he knew what planet the man came from…he also knew that this man was not one that he wanted to piss off, because this man was crazy enough to try and kill him…right now, in front of everyone.
“I am saying that the Vermithians have the ability to save the human gene and more than that, there is a family,” Lorthander grit his teeth, he hated to admit this. “Who is so powerful and so special that we haven’t been able to get close to them, but what we do know is that this particular family has the ability and the power to create a pure human race…regardless of whom they mate.”
Lorthander waited for the gasps and cries of shock, outrage and dismay to die down before he continued.  “Our best chance is to completely kill off this family of Vermithians and then to find every documented and even undocumented Vermithian and kill them all,” he advised.  He watched as everyone nodded their heads, in complete agreement and he got ready to hand out assignments and to lay out the details.
Without a sound and with no noticeable movement at all the man from the back of the room stood in front of him, covered head to toe in all black.  Lorthander tried not to gasp as he took in the man’s large frame and hard, cold, emotionless eyes.  Standing his ground he tilted his head and tried to seem much more confident and laid back.
“What is the name of this family that you want to dispose of?” he asked in a low voice, though everyone could hear his question and suddenly the room became frozen, no one breathed, no one spoke as if they were all awaiting Lorthander’s response.
With a cold, calculating smile Lorthander replied with seven words, two sentences that dramatically changed the universe, the GPA and history forever,” The Versuthions. We must kill the Versuthions.”

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Talon Versuthion whispered to his pet flower, the stalk swayed and the petals bobbed in reply, and then smiled up at his parents when they rushed into his room.  He loved talking to the flowers and plants that his parents had put up all around his room.  His younger brothers had pet animals, most of which had to be kept outside, but Talon’s flowers were in the room with him.  He loved the fact that when he woke up every morning they were right there, waiting to talk to him, it made him feel special and it made him feel loved.  Well, more loved than he already felt.  His parents were pretty awesome.
His father, Taltrentuvaro, knelt in front of him and put his hands on either side of his face and Talon smiled at him.  His father didn’t smile back and Talon tilted his head to the side.  Why wasn’t his father smiling?  His father always smiled.  He heard the distant sounds of his mother rushing around the room, crying and sniffling, beeps and slamming noises letting Talon know that she was opening his drawers and toy chests for some reason.
Looking back up at his father he saw his father’s eyes fill with tears.  Talon lifted his own hands and put them on his father’s cheeks to wipe away the tears that had escaped.  He had never seen his father cry before and it scared him.  It filled him with a fear that he had never known before.
“Papa?  What’s wrong?” he asked.
Taltrentuvaro shook his head and then turned to kiss the palms of both of Talon’s hands, “Nothing my son.  Your mother and I are merely going out for a drive.  We’re going to send you over to Mrs. Lorankia’s house for a while.”
Talon’s mouth opened in gasp and then he began to shake his head frantically.  He hated Mrs. Lorankia!  They all did, especially his two younger brothers.  Trenton said she smelled like the replicas of the ancient humans that they saw in the museum.  Whereas Tuvarion said that she was just as stupid as the ancient humans.  Talon just thought she was mean.  She spent a lot of time telling the three Versuthion boys that they were abominations and that their parents were going to get what was coming to them one day.  Mrs. Lorankia wasn’t Vermithian like they were, she was Edifician, but his parents told him that that didn’t mean that she was better than them, just different.
Talon didn’t too much like different right then.
“No Papa!  No!  We hate Mrs. Lorankia!  Please don’t make us go!  What if she tries to eat Tuvarion again?  She says that he’s way too pretty to be a boy,” Talon pleaded with his father, not noticing the looks of grief and horror that passed between his parents.
“Well no worries there, my son, Trenton and Tuvarion aren’t going to stay with her.  Only you.  They have already left to go and…visit some friends and that’s where your mother and I are going right now, to go and pick them up,” his father reassured him.
Talon nodded.  As long as Tuvarion didn’t have to go and deal with Mrs. Lorankia and listen to her say mean things to him that made him cry, then he guessed it was okay if he went alone.  His father kissed his forehead and then his mother came over and clutched him to her chest fiercely.  She hugged him so tightly that he felt his face flush hot and the air leave his lungs.  She had never hugged him so tight and instead of filling him with love and a feeling of security, it filled him with fear.
His parents rushed him over to an obviously reluctant Mrs. Lorankia’s care and then with a final hug and kiss from them both, they left to go and pick up his brothers from wherever they were.  Talon knew that they would return soon but he couldn’t seem to shake the bad feeling that had taken up residence in his stomach.  He waited and waited for their return.  So did Mrs. Lorankia.
He never saw his parents again and his brothers had been taken away from him.  Talon was all alone and he knew that he would never give someone else the chance to leave him behind again.

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

I'm BACK!! (Goings on and a Contest)

Hey all!  I'm back.  Feeling better, glad to be back.  *Fist pump in air.  Dancing around and around.  Throws confetti*

My friend is moving out of the county, it's definitely for the best, and I encouraged her to do so.  Jack and I helped her move and it made me feel better to know where she's at and also to know that I helped her in that way.

The guys in question have been released on their own recognizance until the trial.  Bastards, every last one of them.  I had a slight violent moment when I went to go and see them, thank gods for Jack who went with me and didn't let me go too crazy.  Thank gods for Jack who's been with me through this whole thing.  I think I really like this kid, even if he does post really nasty jokes.  LOL.

I had to give my statement on the guys since I know them, then I had to tell the officers about how the same thing had happened to me years ago.  They asked me why I didn't report them and I had to admit to them, with Jack standing there, about how many times I've been violated or assaulted and how my story was never believed because of how I dressed, how I acted and the fact that I was...am...promiscuous and also about how the statute of limitations has passed.  In light of that, it was decided that my testimony could possibly do more harm than good.  *Shrug*  I'm just glad that my friend pressed charges.  Makes me realize how there's still a stigma attached to the whole "promiscuous woman" thing.  Even though the officers looked at me strangely when I told them to refer to me as "Vic" or "VeeVee" instead of "Veronica." They're idiots too.

I met Jack's family, talked with his mother who is a therapist (she specializes in rape counseling), and started writing again.  So I am feeling better.  Jack and I had a semi-serious conversation about our "relationship", about where we're going to be at the beginning of the year.  I won't be here in Florida.  I'm not sure exactly where I want to move to, I'm still looking into a couple of areas, but I won't be here and Jack has no plans on leaving Florida so....*shrug* we'll see where we are at the end of the year.  I have been getting a lot of "signs" that I should move to Boston.  Ellen went to Boston, one of my fave groups on the Sing-Off is from Boston, Jack's father was talking about how he wanted to model when he was younger and he said that he loved living in New Boston, when he meant to say New York....then again, it could just be because I WANT to move to Boston and have wanted to for years.  *Sigh*  It's just so effing expensive!!  *Frustrated Groan*

Anyway, I'm back, hopefully better than ever and heading forward.  I have done a lot of writing and I got an idea for a new book and this is the FIRST book I've ever written where I don't have a title for it.  So I figured  YOU GUYS COULD HELP ME!!

I'm going to post up the blurb and I want you all to give me possible book titles.  Jack and I will pick the top four and then allow you all to vote for the best of the four.  Whoever submitted the winning title will win a free book of mine.  Whichever one they want that's out and published by the time that this book is published.  It is currently #6 on my WIP list, so you'll have the chance to get Unassumed book 3 of The Tate Pack Series, Sacred Duets: Special Song, Passion's Hero: The Alpha King, Damien & Roman: Forever, or Love's Enslavement for free.

So here's the blurb:
      Knox Doyle always knew that he was adopted, it wasn't some big state secret, no one tried to make him believe that he hadn't been, it had always been known.  Even though he knew that he was adopted he had never wanted to find his adopted parents...ever.  That is, not until both of his adopted parents died from hereditary diseases within months of each other and Knox realized that he didn't know if the same thing could happen to him and he has something to live for....two, tiny somethings.  So he takes off on a journey to find his adopted parents and when he finds out who his mother is, he is beyond shocked.
    Liria Nyland is a washed up soap star who is desperately trying to return to the spotlight.  So when the son she gave up for adoption shows up with his Hollywood good looks, fabulous smile, petite stature that makes everyone want to hold him, and she finds out that he's gay (which is the Hollywood mom's greatest accessory and asset), she knows that this is just what she needs to propel her back into the arms of Hollywood's elite.  When Knox asks her about his father, however, she feels Hollywood slipping away, because Knox's father is Quint Salatore, a well-known liberal politician who is married, has four children, one of whom is a lesbian and who is actively pushing for gay marriage to be recognized and accepted nationwide.
     When Knox meets his father he wasn't expecting to meet Gage Matthews, his biological father's head of campaign security, a large, barrel-chested, former Army Ranger who is the only one who doesn't believe that he found his adopted parents only to know more about his medical history and family.  So, while he gets hard every time the other man looks in his direction, he's not so sure that Gage would let him close enough to do anything about it.  And when Knox has to leave abruptly, in the middle of a well-publicized campaign dinner, only to return a week later with two newborn girls that he claims are his daughters, he knows that Gage is really going to investigate him.
     So why is he so excited about the big man spending so much time with him?  In the midst of political scandal, Hollywood gossip, death threats, a pride parade that turns into a crime scene, raising twin newborns, hot, steamy, sticky man sex in the most unlikeliest of places, and a crazed fan working together with an equally demented homophobe, will Gage and Knox ever be able to get past their own issues and actually fall in love?


So, I look forward to hearing your ideas for a title guys!!!  Might as well give you all some work also.  And don't worry, you will get a special "Thank-You" in the book also (you might just be in it! *Gasp*)

Tomorrow I will put up the next installment of D & R: Forever.  These two guys!  Wow!  LOL.


Vic (V. Vee)

Friday, September 16, 2011

I HAVE A DATE TONIGHT!!

Okay so apparently I'm UBER nervous about my date tonight because I went to bed this morning at 2 and then I woke up at 7, and I'm still SUPER tired but I can't get back to sleep because I'm worried about what to wear and what to pack in my overnight bag (because let's face it, it's Jack and we ALL KNOW that I'm staying over tonight).

Anyway, with all of this nervous energy in my veins it has cut off what I like to call my "creative juices."  I sat for like thirty minutes with a pen in my hand and stared at the page.  All I've written for "Damien & Roman: Forever" so far is "Roman's First Steps."  LOL.

So I'm guessing that the gods don't want me working on that, so I will instead devote myself to doing a second edit to Passion's Hero: The Alpha King so that I can get that ready for submission.  As you all may or may not know The Alpha King is my first M/M book that is Mpreg (Male Pregnancy for those who are unaware).  While I enjoy the characters from The Tate Pack Series the characters from the Passion's Hero Series are like my babies, which is why I keep re-reading it and editing it and taking stuff out and putting stuff back in.  *Shakes head*  I told Jack about this just last night when he was talking me to sleep (seriously how interesting is soccer?) and he told me:  "You just said how special this series is to you.  It's your baby, to you it will never be perfect enough for publication."  I wanted to deny it, but I can't, because it's a futuristic/sci fi/paranormal/mpreg type of book.  Complete with shifters and aliens and humanoids and I'm just like really concerned that the readers won't be able to see the planet Tumaro and Edifice and Strawxig and Namprince and all the others the way I do.

*Sigh* I think that it's impossible for me to please myself.....with my writing anyway.  LOL.

So, anyway, since I can't "create" anything new, apparently, I will just try to spruce up the old.  And try really hard not to stress out about this date tonight.

BTW, I had a doctor's appointment yesterday at the VA, I was in full on Vic mode, complete with Lil' Big Vic and everything.  Imagine how freaked out the MRI techs were when I had to strip down!  LOL.  We had such an interesting conversation about "what" I was and if I were gay.  "Yes I am."  "So you're a lesbian."  "No."  "But you just said you were gay."  "I am.  I should have been born Victor instead of Veronica Victorian, but regardless I love guys and I LOVE cock and a man's ass way too much to ever be anything but a gay man.  So I am gay, I'm just a gay man."  "Wow.  So are you considering the surgery?"  "Considering and already starting the process to get it all set up and ready to go."  "So you're going to become a man..."  "I already am a man inside."  "Oh, okay..." "For the most part, I'm bi-gender.  So I'm like a man who loves to top...a lot...but who likes to dress in drag every so often."  "Huh...so you're kind of different huh?"  "And you're just now realizing this?"

LOL.  I swear the military personnel at the VA hospital will NEVER be the same.  *Shrug* I do what I have to do to educate others.  *Wink*

Now on to editing!

{HUGZ AND SQUEEZES AND FIST BUMPS}
V. Vee (my author name-can you guess what it stands for?  LOL)

Vic/Vee